WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO Im drunk.
Im gonna write a really long journal entry now... so buckle up.
First up is this cool little quiz thing I stole from northstar who is ultra rad.
1. Whats your name?
sg = Scattershot, real life = Tim
2.What color underwear are you wearing now?
Right now I have my sleeping pants on that are greenish plaidish but if that doesn't count then I am going commando baby.
3. What are you listening to right now?
Refused - Liberation Frequency
4. What are the last 2 digits of your phone number?
41
5. What was the last thing you ate?
Wendy's Double Burger Combo
6. If you were a crayon what color would you be?
Metallic Blue
7. How is the weather right now?
cold
8. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Jamie who plays guitar in my band
9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
I believe North said "How they carry themselves" and thats kinda what I notice too. I take into account the whole girl but usually the face is what gets me.
10. Favorite Foods?
chicken fingers, french fires, steak stir fry, pizza
11. Favorite Drink?
vanilla coke
12. Favorite Alcoholic drink?
I started drinking Blue at the bar and now Im drinking MGD at home as a night cap.. I like MGD.
13. Favorite places to shop?
CD stores
14. Hair Color?
right now since its a faded dye job its a little blonde, a little green, a little brown, and some people can say its a little grey (eek!!)
15. Eye Color?
Blue with contacts ... brown without
16. Do you wear contacts?
dude I just said I did... pay attention
17. Top or bottom?
On top when we are fooling around and doing the foreplay thing, then on the bottom when we are down to business, then changing positions while we are doing the business.
18. Favorite Month?
December
19. Favorite Fast Food?
wendy's! fudk ya!
20. Last Movie you Watched?
Anchorman - I've been talking about it with my friends for SOOO long.
21. Favorite Day of the Year?
christmas...or anything thats not designated as a stupid holiday that i have to buy shit
22. Are you too shy to ask someone out?
GOD YES!!!! Im too shy to even talk to a girl I don't know.
23. Summer or Winter?
summer
24. Hugs or Kisses?
I miss having a girlfriend that I can kiss passionatley
25. Chocolate or vanilla?
that depends on different factors...a buddy of mine had drinking chocolate at star bucks that he bought as a joke and we all got a taste of it and it was terrible.
26. Do you want your friends to respond back?
i don't have any friends
27. Who is most likely to respond
weeelll I responded to Northstar kinda
28: Who is least likely to respond?
people who don't read this.
30. What books are you reading?
The Doors of Perception & Heaven and Hell by Aldous Huxley and King Lear by William Shakespeare
31. What's on your mouse pad?
Mouse pad?
32. Favorite Board Game?
Does Chess count? its on a chess board
33. What did you do last night?
witnessed my band almost break up and then sat quietly through the night while this girl hit on everyone but me and then I sat by a heater trying to stay warm.
35. Who inspires you?
beautiful people that I can't be, be with, or be like. Because in the end I want to show them that Im better than their beauty. Also shakespeare inspires me and the X-men comic books inspire me. From Autumn to Ashes inspires me and so Does Atreyu.
36. Butter, Plain, or salted popcorn?
butter and salt me, baby
38. Favorite Flower?
roses... or whatever i can grow
39. What do you say when you wake up in the A.M?
"fuck its early" or "goddammit"
40. Do you still talk to your best friend(s) from middle school?
I'll tell you a secret... in high school or middle school I floated between groups and never made and solid friends. I still talk to three people from high school but they weren't even really close friends in high school. Im such a distant fucker in person that anyone who met me would say I was a distant fucker and that I had social problems.
41. What's on your desk?
oh god.... my computer, various vanilla coke cans, various MGD bottles, the current books Im reading, a lamp, kleenex, various peices of currency and various cds, my wallet, my two pairs of sunglasses, various empyt cups, various empty coffee cups, a portable CD player, a box of tylenol sinus, a stapler, various pencils and markers, various reciepts, a christmas card from someone I care about a lot. and an empty coffee mug.
42. Rock Concert or Symphony?
rock concert
43. Play or Opera?
I love live theatre... Some of the guys in the band call me cultured and appreciate that I talk to the crowd like they are intelligent people too. I wish I could go to live theatre more often... I really love what I call guerrila theatre or independant theatre I saw a small performance of Shakespeare's Midsummer Nights Dream and thought it was fantastic and MND is my least favorite Shakespeare play.
44. Have you ever fired a gun?
only the ones in arcades
45. Do you like to travel by plane?
aw fuck ya....
46. Right-handed or Left-handed?
right
47. Smooth or Chunky Peanut Butter?
chunky.... smooth bites my nuts
48. How many pillows do you sleep with?
2... wish I had more.
49. What's the city and state you were born in?
I was born in a province... nyah nyah nana nyah
50. Ever hitch-hiked?
nope they make horror movies that start out like that... but then they also make porno movies that start out like that.
Holy crap that took longer than I thought. Tonight Im in a funny mood cuz I had a pretty decent time with the guys in my band and some other people we know at this shitty dirty bar that is a pretty big place for independant bands to play in and I never felt like I was around a more sketchy crowd. There were fights and a lot of stupidity. This one couple kept fighiting and arguing all the night.. the poor girl in the coupel was crying so much it wasn't fun to see. Then when I went to the bathroom I could hear in the girls bathroom that was right next to the guys bathroom these two girls shouting at eachother then I heard a pounding noise and I thought that holy crap they were fighting each other. There was this girl who was in a hoody and baggy pants who had these half dreads things going on and I thought she was sooo beautiful and attractive.. she was hanging on all these different guys' arms all night. I never thought that I'd be good enough for her but then that was the social anxiety stuff kicking in. Odly enough after I left the washroom after that "fiight" that might have happened I saw her storm out of the club with these two guys and she seemed pretty pissed and angry as if she was in the fight but then she would have kicked a tonne of ass because she didn't have a scratch on her.
I want to party more like that but I want to feel connected to the whole crowd or at least to a big part of it. Today I felt so distant and different than anybody there that I was like fuck this sucks.. so I just drank a bunch of beers with my friends and tried to have as good a time as I could have. I gotta find a way .. a non pill way to make this social anxiety go away.
I wish I could party with an SG and acctually hang out with them the whole time.. ... I went to this one party with SG's and I ended up sitting alone most of the night cuz you are way too cool for me... (That paragaraph might have been my being drunk talking)
thats the thing about being drunk... nothing like a depressant to chase the blues away right.
so far my year is not off to a great start but its been pretty fun so I maintain my posivity about it and hope that things turn out okay.
Im not gonna tell that girl how I feel about her because she doesn't deserve me pilling that shit on her and I am no more special to her than any of her other guy friends. She confides in me though.. unless she does some of the other guys I don't know because I dont see how they talk... but we talk all the time on the phone, on the internet, and in person and she tells me all this stuff about how shes tired with her boyfriend and misses being single and all that. but then missing being single obviously isn't a hint that she want some of my action..... holy crap Im drunk.... I can't believe I just said that.
woooo hooo to drunken entries.
all you guys are awesome.
this new comic book idea I've been working on has me really really excited I hope you guys like it when I put it up on the old site. the drawings are like soooo much better. I wish I could fix my scanner though to make this a little faster.
peace, love and soul
Scattershot
Music: Refused: Summer Holidays vs. Punk Routine
Mood: Dude I am soooooooooooooooooooooooooo drunk right now.
Im gonna write a really long journal entry now... so buckle up.
First up is this cool little quiz thing I stole from northstar who is ultra rad.
1. Whats your name?
sg = Scattershot, real life = Tim
2.What color underwear are you wearing now?
Right now I have my sleeping pants on that are greenish plaidish but if that doesn't count then I am going commando baby.
3. What are you listening to right now?
Refused - Liberation Frequency
4. What are the last 2 digits of your phone number?
41
5. What was the last thing you ate?
Wendy's Double Burger Combo
6. If you were a crayon what color would you be?
Metallic Blue
7. How is the weather right now?
cold
8. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Jamie who plays guitar in my band
9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
I believe North said "How they carry themselves" and thats kinda what I notice too. I take into account the whole girl but usually the face is what gets me.
10. Favorite Foods?
chicken fingers, french fires, steak stir fry, pizza
11. Favorite Drink?
vanilla coke
12. Favorite Alcoholic drink?
I started drinking Blue at the bar and now Im drinking MGD at home as a night cap.. I like MGD.
13. Favorite places to shop?
CD stores
14. Hair Color?
right now since its a faded dye job its a little blonde, a little green, a little brown, and some people can say its a little grey (eek!!)
15. Eye Color?
Blue with contacts ... brown without
16. Do you wear contacts?
dude I just said I did... pay attention
17. Top or bottom?
On top when we are fooling around and doing the foreplay thing, then on the bottom when we are down to business, then changing positions while we are doing the business.
18. Favorite Month?
December
19. Favorite Fast Food?
wendy's! fudk ya!
20. Last Movie you Watched?
Anchorman - I've been talking about it with my friends for SOOO long.
21. Favorite Day of the Year?
christmas...or anything thats not designated as a stupid holiday that i have to buy shit
22. Are you too shy to ask someone out?
GOD YES!!!! Im too shy to even talk to a girl I don't know.
23. Summer or Winter?
summer
24. Hugs or Kisses?
I miss having a girlfriend that I can kiss passionatley
25. Chocolate or vanilla?
that depends on different factors...a buddy of mine had drinking chocolate at star bucks that he bought as a joke and we all got a taste of it and it was terrible.
26. Do you want your friends to respond back?
i don't have any friends
27. Who is most likely to respond
weeelll I responded to Northstar kinda
28: Who is least likely to respond?
people who don't read this.
30. What books are you reading?
The Doors of Perception & Heaven and Hell by Aldous Huxley and King Lear by William Shakespeare
31. What's on your mouse pad?
Mouse pad?
32. Favorite Board Game?
Does Chess count? its on a chess board
33. What did you do last night?
witnessed my band almost break up and then sat quietly through the night while this girl hit on everyone but me and then I sat by a heater trying to stay warm.
35. Who inspires you?
beautiful people that I can't be, be with, or be like. Because in the end I want to show them that Im better than their beauty. Also shakespeare inspires me and the X-men comic books inspire me. From Autumn to Ashes inspires me and so Does Atreyu.
36. Butter, Plain, or salted popcorn?
butter and salt me, baby
38. Favorite Flower?
roses... or whatever i can grow
39. What do you say when you wake up in the A.M?
"fuck its early" or "goddammit"
40. Do you still talk to your best friend(s) from middle school?
I'll tell you a secret... in high school or middle school I floated between groups and never made and solid friends. I still talk to three people from high school but they weren't even really close friends in high school. Im such a distant fucker in person that anyone who met me would say I was a distant fucker and that I had social problems.
41. What's on your desk?
oh god.... my computer, various vanilla coke cans, various MGD bottles, the current books Im reading, a lamp, kleenex, various peices of currency and various cds, my wallet, my two pairs of sunglasses, various empyt cups, various empty coffee cups, a portable CD player, a box of tylenol sinus, a stapler, various pencils and markers, various reciepts, a christmas card from someone I care about a lot. and an empty coffee mug.
42. Rock Concert or Symphony?
rock concert
43. Play or Opera?
I love live theatre... Some of the guys in the band call me cultured and appreciate that I talk to the crowd like they are intelligent people too. I wish I could go to live theatre more often... I really love what I call guerrila theatre or independant theatre I saw a small performance of Shakespeare's Midsummer Nights Dream and thought it was fantastic and MND is my least favorite Shakespeare play.
44. Have you ever fired a gun?
only the ones in arcades
45. Do you like to travel by plane?
aw fuck ya....
46. Right-handed or Left-handed?
right
47. Smooth or Chunky Peanut Butter?
chunky.... smooth bites my nuts
48. How many pillows do you sleep with?
2... wish I had more.
49. What's the city and state you were born in?
I was born in a province... nyah nyah nana nyah
50. Ever hitch-hiked?
nope they make horror movies that start out like that... but then they also make porno movies that start out like that.
Holy crap that took longer than I thought. Tonight Im in a funny mood cuz I had a pretty decent time with the guys in my band and some other people we know at this shitty dirty bar that is a pretty big place for independant bands to play in and I never felt like I was around a more sketchy crowd. There were fights and a lot of stupidity. This one couple kept fighiting and arguing all the night.. the poor girl in the coupel was crying so much it wasn't fun to see. Then when I went to the bathroom I could hear in the girls bathroom that was right next to the guys bathroom these two girls shouting at eachother then I heard a pounding noise and I thought that holy crap they were fighting each other. There was this girl who was in a hoody and baggy pants who had these half dreads things going on and I thought she was sooo beautiful and attractive.. she was hanging on all these different guys' arms all night. I never thought that I'd be good enough for her but then that was the social anxiety stuff kicking in. Odly enough after I left the washroom after that "fiight" that might have happened I saw her storm out of the club with these two guys and she seemed pretty pissed and angry as if she was in the fight but then she would have kicked a tonne of ass because she didn't have a scratch on her.
I want to party more like that but I want to feel connected to the whole crowd or at least to a big part of it. Today I felt so distant and different than anybody there that I was like fuck this sucks.. so I just drank a bunch of beers with my friends and tried to have as good a time as I could have. I gotta find a way .. a non pill way to make this social anxiety go away.
I wish I could party with an SG and acctually hang out with them the whole time.. ... I went to this one party with SG's and I ended up sitting alone most of the night cuz you are way too cool for me... (That paragaraph might have been my being drunk talking)
thats the thing about being drunk... nothing like a depressant to chase the blues away right.
so far my year is not off to a great start but its been pretty fun so I maintain my posivity about it and hope that things turn out okay.
Im not gonna tell that girl how I feel about her because she doesn't deserve me pilling that shit on her and I am no more special to her than any of her other guy friends. She confides in me though.. unless she does some of the other guys I don't know because I dont see how they talk... but we talk all the time on the phone, on the internet, and in person and she tells me all this stuff about how shes tired with her boyfriend and misses being single and all that. but then missing being single obviously isn't a hint that she want some of my action..... holy crap Im drunk.... I can't believe I just said that.
woooo hooo to drunken entries.
all you guys are awesome.
this new comic book idea I've been working on has me really really excited I hope you guys like it when I put it up on the old site. the drawings are like soooo much better. I wish I could fix my scanner though to make this a little faster.
peace, love and soul
Scattershot
Music: Refused: Summer Holidays vs. Punk Routine
Mood: Dude I am soooooooooooooooooooooooooo drunk right now.
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