Whenever Im sitting at my computer I have SG open... I flip back to it while Im doing whatever Im trying to do ... is that so wrong?
To clarify on the last journal entry its not that Im a total social outcast.. I mean yesterday I sat down with three pretty cool guys and two really hot girls and drank and played cards before our last class to celebrate the end of the semester. These people seem to like me and once again Im pretty sure that I'd be hanging out with them at times were it not for my hectic band schedule
...especially now with the shows comming up.
Im excited I have a move that Im going to debut during one of our songs. Its totally cool.. cuz theres this part of the song where one of the guitar players is singing and Im screaming in the background and moving around and flailing my arms and yadda yadda yadda and during the last line I hold the mic up high in the air and wait for it and then BAM-O I start screaming the chorus bent over like I got punched in the gut... thats the best way to describe it. So far my presence on stage can be described as developing and seems to be taking the shape of Alex V. from Atreyu, Aaron Lewis from Staind (
) and The dude from Taking Back Sunday I forget his name off hand. (but I try not to let my hair and mic swinging detract from my voice like he does sometimes)
I scroll through my favorite SG pics at least 4 times a day if Im not busy .. if I am busy then just once. I love the pictures I admire them so much (and by admire I don't mean rub one out to them **cough**Ryan **cough**
Here are some things Im excited about comming up in the new year.
1. Kingdom Hearts 2
2. The possiblity of this one girl breaking up with her boyfriend (I love her)
3. Hanging out more with beautiful girls at the school bar. My aquantances at school and I made that decision after the fun that was going to class slightly buzzed... although having to piss during class and not wanting to miss the lecture was rough.. it was a photo finish indeed.
4. Finishing school and potentially getting a good job and getting a nice apartment (however with that is the potential of me being alone for the rest of my life.. its the fear that cutting myself off from everything I know right now will leave me with nothing. eep)
5. Resident Evil 4. (outbreak was such a dissapointment)
6. A new CD from From Autumn to Ashes, Glassjaw and Finch
7. Exciting new bands. (there's usually at least 3 a year)
8. Playing more shows with my band and maybe establishing an indentity on the scene.
9. Maybe I could meet someone on this website hmm hmm northstarPRIMA_DONNAbird Im looking in your collective directions.
There are many others I would love to meet but there is such distance between me and almost everyone on my friends list. boourns.
Anyway enough of my rambling
Im good enough Im smart enough and dog-gonnit people like me
Scattershot
Music: Sufjan Stevens - Welcome to Michigan
Mood: coffeecoffeecoffeecoffeecoffeecoffee coffeecoffeecoffeecoffee coffeecoffee coffeecoffee coffeecoffee coffeecoffeecoffeecoffeecoffeecoffee coffeecoffee coffeecoffee
To clarify on the last journal entry its not that Im a total social outcast.. I mean yesterday I sat down with three pretty cool guys and two really hot girls and drank and played cards before our last class to celebrate the end of the semester. These people seem to like me and once again Im pretty sure that I'd be hanging out with them at times were it not for my hectic band schedule
...especially now with the shows comming up.
Im excited I have a move that Im going to debut during one of our songs. Its totally cool.. cuz theres this part of the song where one of the guitar players is singing and Im screaming in the background and moving around and flailing my arms and yadda yadda yadda and during the last line I hold the mic up high in the air and wait for it and then BAM-O I start screaming the chorus bent over like I got punched in the gut... thats the best way to describe it. So far my presence on stage can be described as developing and seems to be taking the shape of Alex V. from Atreyu, Aaron Lewis from Staind (
) and The dude from Taking Back Sunday I forget his name off hand. (but I try not to let my hair and mic swinging detract from my voice like he does sometimes)
I scroll through my favorite SG pics at least 4 times a day if Im not busy .. if I am busy then just once. I love the pictures I admire them so much (and by admire I don't mean rub one out to them **cough**Ryan **cough**
Here are some things Im excited about comming up in the new year.
1. Kingdom Hearts 2
2. The possiblity of this one girl breaking up with her boyfriend (I love her)
3. Hanging out more with beautiful girls at the school bar. My aquantances at school and I made that decision after the fun that was going to class slightly buzzed... although having to piss during class and not wanting to miss the lecture was rough.. it was a photo finish indeed.
4. Finishing school and potentially getting a good job and getting a nice apartment (however with that is the potential of me being alone for the rest of my life.. its the fear that cutting myself off from everything I know right now will leave me with nothing. eep)
5. Resident Evil 4. (outbreak was such a dissapointment)
6. A new CD from From Autumn to Ashes, Glassjaw and Finch
7. Exciting new bands. (there's usually at least 3 a year)
8. Playing more shows with my band and maybe establishing an indentity on the scene.
9. Maybe I could meet someone on this website hmm hmm northstarPRIMA_DONNAbird Im looking in your collective directions.
There are many others I would love to meet but there is such distance between me and almost everyone on my friends list. boourns.
Anyway enough of my rambling
Im good enough Im smart enough and dog-gonnit people like me
Scattershot
Music: Sufjan Stevens - Welcome to Michigan
Mood: coffeecoffeecoffeecoffeecoffeecoffee coffeecoffeecoffeecoffee coffeecoffee coffeecoffee coffeecoffee coffeecoffeecoffeecoffeecoffeecoffee coffeecoffee coffeecoffee
VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
klonopin_chugger:
you're finishing school this year? sir, i envy you...it seems as if i will be writing papers until my nuts are grey
adora:
I was being sarcastic. I tend to do that a lot. People don't understand me.