scattershot

Okay Im freaking out here and I have no one to turn to.

I just found out my dad had a pretty severe nervous breakdown

and I don't know if hes in the hospital or at work or where he is.

I came home from the gym to a call from my mother who was going to pick me up tomorrow for a nice family dinner and then off to her birthday party but thats not happening exactly like that anymore since Dad can't drive a car long distances right now.

oh god Im sooo worried about him right now.

I called home and there was no answer. Its 3 o'clock now and according to the message I have to wait till 7 o'clock to call them.

which is just before band practise tonight which is a problem in its own as old demons within the band seem to be resurfacing. In fighting, lack of confidence, outside forces always seem to rear their ugly heads with us and make us question what we are doing

oh god oh god

I hope hes okay.

all this kinda makes my own problems seem very small. But I wouldn't want this to make my problems go away.



music: Stunned Silence
mood: Im soo worried right now, but Im also hoping that Im making this out to be more severe than it is.