scattershot

I am swimming outside of the school, and it scares me because I can't figure out why. Im dangerously close to swimming with the sharks instead. I am confused, I am vain, and I am desperate, take me or leave me, you wouldn't be the first. The grass is always greener on the other side, or in this case the water looks a little less cold when your swimming with a group. The group looks and acts like me but I can't figure why they don't accept me. Is this my choice all along?

I was ready to write a new journal yesterday but I couldn't get into this website. I was like woah why would they do that to me. Stupid Timmy going to the store.... what store could I go to to get naked hot chicks.

I wrote a 7 essay question exam yesterday and was all confuzzled and stunned afterward. Thats usually when Im in my best mood to write stuff, but all that is sorta gone now cuz its the next day and hey guess what I didn't sleep well last night. I in fact decided to get up relatively early or earlier than I had to so that I could shower and let my hair dry before I style it so that it'll look extra nice for the people who don't acknowledge my existence. Im such a tool.

You know that feeling you get when you know you should have stayed in bed the whole day. right here!

I didn't get to the bank or the gym yesterday so Im gonna try and make sure I get there today and Im so crazy pissed about this math class thing that I gotta find a way to ace this just to piss the teacher off. Well it wouldn't piss the teach off but I could be all eff you buddy I didn't need your condescending attitude.

I need someone to kidnap me throw me in the back of their van and wisk me off to a paradise land for a few weeks...can anyone do that for me please

music: Boards of Canada - Aqarius
mood: I wanna go back to bed and stay there for the next week. .... but how are you!

P.S. 8 pages of who is funny on this site and I didn't get mentioned once!!!??!! well I guess I'll stop with the wit and the funny since noone seems to notice.