Im tired of not having anyone to love, or anyone to love me... Im tired of being bored all the time, Im tired of people telling me how great I am and not meaning it. Im tired of all the drama. Im tired of being alone Im tired of politics Im tired of people over-reacting, Im tired of being negative all the time, Im tired of walking home and thinking of something witty and intelligent to say to the attractive girl I talked to two hours ago and only said hello. Im tired of my best friends being so far away. Im tired of having a sore neck and back. Im tired of having to work my ass off to put food on a table. Im tired of being tired of so many things
I mean why can't I just drink, fuck, and smoke my young life away like everyone else I know.
I mean why can't I just drink, fuck, and smoke my young life away like everyone else I know.
I know EXACTLY how you feel. no longer am I really sad about not having a boyfriend. I am sad that I hardly have anyone to talk to. I don't have anyone to socialize with or hang out with or spend time with and that really really gets to me.
I too tend to be the negative one. But at times... I don't really think we can help it. Sometimes things are just fucking bleak.
And as for politics. Ugh. I have tried to debate my way in and out of that one in and out of class today and I am literally exhausted. Literally.
Don't fuck and drink and smoke your life away. You're better.