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Wednesday Aug 25, 2004

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Songs about you from my perspective (an emocore tribute to rome, rachel and heartbreak)

Sleeping on Shoulders in the Vatican

What can I say about that time? bringing devils into holy lands
bringing desire where it wasn't wanted
yes Im talking about you
it was too much to ask for you to feel something
but resting there in my arms I felt like....

I don't have the right words to say anymore
I said I was a talker but I can only say so much
before I run out of ideas and things become redundant
I think I already beat this to its death

Hey why don't you say something
is it too much that Im face to face
hey why can't I say something
it is too much that were face to face
my subconscious hates you for what you did
but my heart won't stop being infatuated with you

it turns out neither of us can look at the other.
Maybe you did feel something and are afraid now
but Im probably deluding myself
like I did before
I just wanna close my eyes and drift into another world
and I confess Im emotional
full of self doubt, hate the world
but theres more to me then negativity

is this all it was meant for ... a few songs no one will hear.
I would rather not have met you if this is all that comes of it.
but I remember the good times
you resting there in my arms I felt like
everything was going to be okay
a beautiful girl full of promise
that every rotten little thing about life
was going to be okay

I don't have the right words to say anymore
I said I was a talker but I can only say so much
before I run out of ideas and things become redundant
I think I already beat this to its death

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Thanks to everyone who sent me a happy b-day wish. Im not weird but I just don't anything big on my birthday. There was a cake and there was some friends smoking me up and there was a band practise followed by going to the bars. So I had some fun.


I gotta fight for this but once I get ready for battle I've already given up. Then I get angry and punch walls and throw things and listen to some loud music and scream/sing along. My stage pressence has gone up
VIEW 5 of 5 COMMENTS
tiamat:
that sounds like a glorious b-day. i slept on mine
Aug 25, 2004
xhavokx:
thank you thank you thank you... and happy belated birthday!!! kiss
Aug 25, 2004

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