scattershot

So today was interesting. It started off with a weird dream... my dreams have been weird these days. The dream involved three people falling into a lake one was the girl Im in love with right now, the other a stranger and the other a girl who has a crush on me that I have been as what uninterested in as she has told me that nothing will happen she just thinks Im neato. Anyway the climax of the dream had me jumping in to save them and I saved the girl I was in love with and other people saved the other two. Needless to say Girl B was very upset with me and the crazy thing was was that during the dream I said to myself "This is really happening, this isn't a dream" and I had to play out the situation .... the girl I loved starting becoming very attracted to me as I had saved her life... and the other girl continued to make me feel hella-bad about it. But then I woke up and realized it was a dream.

Good thing those two aren't in my classes anymore as I would have been weird around them today. But I went to classes and classes were... well they were just classes. My new program group has very little cool people a few attractive girls but they seem very bougie as in a strange looking little punk kid with peircings couldn't even get the time of day from them ... or so I let myself believe.

Oh yeah I went to my orthodontist before classes cuz my perma-retainers were a little messed up/loose. So they put like glue on it or something so theres this big glob of whatever on the back of my teeth... I don't know if it is more or less irratating as my tounge seems very interested and curious about this new substance.....

so anyways after classes I suggest going downtown as I was pissed I didn't find a used Playstation 2 at this little store so I went downtown looking for one there... and after getting a pizza at a little unknown cozey pizza place (Ryan that doesn't classify as fast food does it?) a visit to a number of electronics stores and a 20-30 minute bus ride to Limeridge mall I ended up buying a brand new one. There isn't a face dumb enough for that ... but I plan on enjoying my new PS2 at least.

On the ride home everyone was staring at me... or at least my paranoia was telling me that. This one little chinease girl kept looking at me lustily and giggling... so I let myself believe. I was a little weirded out by it. I am attention starved but that was a little too much. These other punkish kids were staring at me too but I think I might have known them from back in the day or something. whatever.

well off to enjoy my new PS2.
later kidos

music: Outkast - Hey Ya
Mood: Everything is so confusing and Im so easily lured into everything.