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scatmonkey

Canada

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Wednesday Feb 25, 2004

Feb 25, 2004
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Im feeling very disconnected from a lot of things these days. From my friends, mostly, but mostly from the life Amanda and I had before moving down to the burbs.

This disconnection feels deeper reaching though. I feel spaced out at work, when Im on the phone, when Im outside having a smoke, whenever.

I talk to next to no one during the day. Not actually talk. I type a lot of things back and forth to people, but I rarely speak to anyone. I talk to co-workers, sure, but. I answer their questions without much thought or care.

Work, eat, workout, sleep, repeat.

I spend far too much time here. I need a hobby.

UPDATE/EDIT: Chocolate video-age denied. I'm gonna go skate the church steps after my leg workout anyway.
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rickroyal:
I've often found that there's a cyclical nature to my own feelings of listlessness and detachment. Hard to explain. I hope you can connect with what you've lost; or, perhaps a better course, find something new to connect with.

The pup reminds me that a few years ago we had to forbid my sister from going to animal shelters because she couldn't bear to leave without adopting something. Especially if it was pathetic or injured in some way. Sad, really.

Actually, a cattle prod doesn't leave a mark, either.
Feb 25, 2004
opticnerve:
Start fights with strangers!
Feb 25, 2004

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