Well, I'm at home again. Classes were boring today, but I probably should have been paying attention anyway considering I have a test on Friday.
Jackass is finally picking up his stuff tonight, which means "the door will finally be closed." I'm not really sure how I feel about that. I mean, i know he's an asshole and things will never change between us, but I can't help getting pist off that I'm still losing something, though I have no idea what it is. When people treat us like shit what lesson does that teach us? Does it teach us to never trust anyone? To just be more cautious? Maybe it's an awakening to some of us, that no one will ever want us. What do u think?
I think with me it's a mixture of them all, but the one feeling/question that I hate is the one that I've had and been asking myself for the past 2 weeks: Why do I feel so alone now, when I was alone all along?
Jackass is finally picking up his stuff tonight, which means "the door will finally be closed." I'm not really sure how I feel about that. I mean, i know he's an asshole and things will never change between us, but I can't help getting pist off that I'm still losing something, though I have no idea what it is. When people treat us like shit what lesson does that teach us? Does it teach us to never trust anyone? To just be more cautious? Maybe it's an awakening to some of us, that no one will ever want us. What do u think?
I think with me it's a mixture of them all, but the one feeling/question that I hate is the one that I've had and been asking myself for the past 2 weeks: Why do I feel so alone now, when I was alone all along?
Leaving someone ain't easy, but loneliness and melancholy is part of your personality
See ya