So today was my niece's dance recital. She's 4 years old and was quite behind everyone else in her class, but she looked so cute that it didn't even matter.
On a different note I'm just having issues. I'm having issues with my body image, I'm paranoid & right now just kinda sad. I really wanna be a suicide girl, but my bf he isn't comfortable with that, so I don't really know what to do. My friend offered to take some photos of me, so that I can send them in and I'm really excited, but nervous, b/c I'm chunky.
I'm also worried that my grandfather is going to die. He's 82 and not doing very well. I also feel behind girls at school. Most of them are either getting married, married already, or have children. I feel so fuckin behind. God I'm tired. I need to go.
On a different note I'm just having issues. I'm having issues with my body image, I'm paranoid & right now just kinda sad. I really wanna be a suicide girl, but my bf he isn't comfortable with that, so I don't really know what to do. My friend offered to take some photos of me, so that I can send them in and I'm really excited, but nervous, b/c I'm chunky.
I'm also worried that my grandfather is going to die. He's 82 and not doing very well. I also feel behind girls at school. Most of them are either getting married, married already, or have children. I feel so fuckin behind. God I'm tired. I need to go.
cutnhalf:
It sux watching someone you love get sick. I took care of my grandmother for a year...Lived with her cared for her...kept her company...until she died a year ago last whensday. Its never easy the only thing that helped was that she knew exactly how much i loved her b4 she died. Sorry just thought that piece of info might help...... 
....You seem cute enough to be an SG to me. Tell your bf to lighten up and try to be secure if my girlfriend wanted to be SG I would support her 100%.
....You seem cute enough to be an SG to me. Tell your bf to lighten up and try to be secure if my girlfriend wanted to be SG I would support her 100%. 
boxing_helena:
i just stumbled upon your profile, i'm from boston too. where do you go to school?