scary78

Well my good mood quickly took a turn for the worst and now I feel like shit. I apparently have hurt someone that I care deeply about...and the only thing worse than that is not knowing that I was doing it. I absolutely hate when I have disappointed someone that I think the world of...so to him I am truly sorry. I feel completely miserable that I have upset you. I hope that you will accept my apology and at least talk to me about it. You know...I originally started posting on here because my self esteem was completely in the gutter and I guess I felt like what better place to try and get some confidence back than here. I know...fucked up, but it is what it is. And I have met some wonderful people...but I don't know if this is really right for me. I have just been through the worst year of my life and I finally felt like things were looking up for me. But after this...I just don't know anything anymore. I am broken.