Alright, I don't know whether I've had a fucked up day or a decent day, but whichever it was I'm not so happy about it.
M'kay, for starters when I tried uploading a profile pic, I not only didn't upload it, but I ended up DELETING my profile. So the one you can read now is brand new, though not a lot has changed. I'm also not planning on uploading any profile pics of myself until I find a real good one. Comment on some of them and save me the trouble of weeding out the good and bad.
I went with Carmine (my best friend) to check out tattoo prices at Big Joe and Sons, the best place in Westchester County. Carmine wasn't pleased but he really never is. I figure I'm gonna go in there tomorrow an' get my second tat. The first is starting to fade, so I might redo that.
I also got the lecture from Carmine again on how I'm "Fucking too many fat chicks" and I should "widen my horizons". My reply was not stated today, because when he's right he has to be right, if you get me. Personally, I'll go for any type of woman. I honestly have a REAL hard time focusing mainly on looks. I don't mean to put myself out as a great guy, cause I'm not, but I just really can't be shallow. Secondly, I'm INTO bigger women. It's just my thing. It's a turn on. Older women, as well, are a big turn on. Not that they're the ONLY women I date and/or fool around with, it's just a preference. On top of this, no matter what he says, I have a huge problem believing *I* can attract women of, shall we say, a sexier/better looking genre, in terms of society's eyes. I am a true believer of the Beauty Gradient (ask and I shall tell) and maybe it's a self-esteem problem, but I don't put myself up there on a level where I'd be seeing women like the ones posing for the site and others who I'd see falling onto that part of the scale. I know, I'm a fucking asshole for catagorizing women's looks, but hey. I'm human, fucking sue me. I just don't see myself as being attractive enough to aim for relationships of any kind other than friendship with women of that beauty-caliber.
Plus, women are the devil.
Alright, so to top it all off my local Exxon which I frequent was picked off...By a guy in a ski-mask with an, get this, an AK-FUCKING-47!!!
I don't understand it! Why, in the name of Kevin Bacon, would ANYONE under ANY CIRCUMSTANCE pick off a gas station with an ASSAULT RIFLE?!? It fucking blows my mind. Anyone who knows Edgemont/Scarsdale area knows that a 3 year old could rob a mall with a screwdriver, people are so scared. A gas station is just...bah. Anyway, the guy quit who was on that night. He's traumatized. I didn't like him, but no one deserves that. He's probably on his way back to India to tell momma that he didn't succeed in the American Dream. Oh well. He WAS a prick.
Anyway, post some testimonials or something. Be kind. And gentle.
M'kay, for starters when I tried uploading a profile pic, I not only didn't upload it, but I ended up DELETING my profile. So the one you can read now is brand new, though not a lot has changed. I'm also not planning on uploading any profile pics of myself until I find a real good one. Comment on some of them and save me the trouble of weeding out the good and bad.
I went with Carmine (my best friend) to check out tattoo prices at Big Joe and Sons, the best place in Westchester County. Carmine wasn't pleased but he really never is. I figure I'm gonna go in there tomorrow an' get my second tat. The first is starting to fade, so I might redo that.
I also got the lecture from Carmine again on how I'm "Fucking too many fat chicks" and I should "widen my horizons". My reply was not stated today, because when he's right he has to be right, if you get me. Personally, I'll go for any type of woman. I honestly have a REAL hard time focusing mainly on looks. I don't mean to put myself out as a great guy, cause I'm not, but I just really can't be shallow. Secondly, I'm INTO bigger women. It's just my thing. It's a turn on. Older women, as well, are a big turn on. Not that they're the ONLY women I date and/or fool around with, it's just a preference. On top of this, no matter what he says, I have a huge problem believing *I* can attract women of, shall we say, a sexier/better looking genre, in terms of society's eyes. I am a true believer of the Beauty Gradient (ask and I shall tell) and maybe it's a self-esteem problem, but I don't put myself up there on a level where I'd be seeing women like the ones posing for the site and others who I'd see falling onto that part of the scale. I know, I'm a fucking asshole for catagorizing women's looks, but hey. I'm human, fucking sue me. I just don't see myself as being attractive enough to aim for relationships of any kind other than friendship with women of that beauty-caliber.
Plus, women are the devil.
Alright, so to top it all off my local Exxon which I frequent was picked off...By a guy in a ski-mask with an, get this, an AK-FUCKING-47!!!
I don't understand it! Why, in the name of Kevin Bacon, would ANYONE under ANY CIRCUMSTANCE pick off a gas station with an ASSAULT RIFLE?!? It fucking blows my mind. Anyone who knows Edgemont/Scarsdale area knows that a 3 year old could rob a mall with a screwdriver, people are so scared. A gas station is just...bah. Anyway, the guy quit who was on that night. He's traumatized. I didn't like him, but no one deserves that. He's probably on his way back to India to tell momma that he didn't succeed in the American Dream. Oh well. He WAS a prick.
Anyway, post some testimonials or something. Be kind. And gentle.