Ah, Sir, times is hard. Times is hard.
Never in a million years did I think this would happen to me. Never in a million years did I think I would have to move. Never in a million years would I have thought I would have to give up my own dog.
I've cried all day long. I'm going to have to get rid of my dog I haven't even had more than a year. This is the hardest test of will power I think I've ever had to go through. You would have thought someone killed my family. I'm sure my cheeks today have been stained with tears. I've cried since I found out that the apartment we're moving into has a no pet policy. I don't know of anyone to take in my Abby.
She's such a good dog, too. That's why I'm so heartbroken. I can't look at her little face without breaking into tears. I feel like we're betraying her to the highest extent. I can only hope someone will see a happy future in her cute confused face.
I've never had the feeling of wanting to die, but I only wonder how much more I can take.
The new townhome we'll be moving into will be so nice. Nice, but lonely. Spacious, but lonely. Comforting, yet lonely.
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Everyone keeps telling me this is temporary, but I was thinking about those Honda temps that were laid off back at the beginning of the year and they are just NOW getting back to a new assignment. I can't afford everything on my own, and apparently, unemployment can take nearly a month to just get your application processed, then there's a two week no pay period, and then whenever you start getting your checks.
Fucked. That's what we are, FUCKED!
So if anyone wants a 1-3year old black and white small corgi mix, then feel free to message. We'll throw in a cage, and food. Paul and I can't stand the thought of her having to be euthanized. We got her from a pound to begin with. We'd hate to have to send her back there again.
My life sucks right now. This by far has been the BIGGEST struggle I have ever went through in all my 21 years of living. People may look at it as a minor thing, and it's probably even happened to them, too, but it feels like I am giving up my entire world.
I think Paul will cry more about Abby going than me.
Never in a million years did I think this would happen to me. Never in a million years did I think I would have to move. Never in a million years would I have thought I would have to give up my own dog.
I've cried all day long. I'm going to have to get rid of my dog I haven't even had more than a year. This is the hardest test of will power I think I've ever had to go through. You would have thought someone killed my family. I'm sure my cheeks today have been stained with tears. I've cried since I found out that the apartment we're moving into has a no pet policy. I don't know of anyone to take in my Abby.
She's such a good dog, too. That's why I'm so heartbroken. I can't look at her little face without breaking into tears. I feel like we're betraying her to the highest extent. I can only hope someone will see a happy future in her cute confused face.
I've never had the feeling of wanting to die, but I only wonder how much more I can take.
The new townhome we'll be moving into will be so nice. Nice, but lonely. Spacious, but lonely. Comforting, yet lonely.
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Everyone keeps telling me this is temporary, but I was thinking about those Honda temps that were laid off back at the beginning of the year and they are just NOW getting back to a new assignment. I can't afford everything on my own, and apparently, unemployment can take nearly a month to just get your application processed, then there's a two week no pay period, and then whenever you start getting your checks.
Fucked. That's what we are, FUCKED!
So if anyone wants a 1-3year old black and white small corgi mix, then feel free to message. We'll throw in a cage, and food. Paul and I can't stand the thought of her having to be euthanized. We got her from a pound to begin with. We'd hate to have to send her back there again.
My life sucks right now. This by far has been the BIGGEST struggle I have ever went through in all my 21 years of living. People may look at it as a minor thing, and it's probably even happened to them, too, but it feels like I am giving up my entire world.
I think Paul will cry more about Abby going than me.
valgal:
Fuck the policy and take the dog...seriously!
medic0442:
awww she looks like a smaller version of my Lexi