scarlettpunk

I took a break from packing. We're moving. It seems to be an annual event around here. Just like next year we will be moving from the apartment we're moving INTO and hopefully into a house. It's sad. I am really going to miss where I live. It's tearing me up when I have to pack everything away. I like where I am, and what I had. I'll miss sitting on the back patio and have fires in the chimenea. I'll miss my decent sized kitchen. I'll miss my garden. I just planted roses.

These past couples days a phrase from 'V' for Vendetta has popped into my head.

"I had roses."

And I did. I just planted some not even two weeks ago, and everything will be gone.

Fucking Katie Couric and her "children of the recession" bullshit. What about the "Newlyweds of the recession"!? I am terribly sad, but I think it's transitioning to bitterness. I guess we can only really blame ourselves. We didn't save money up. We knew this was coming. We bought too much stuff with the credit card.

*sighs*

You know the happiest day of my life
I swear the happiest day of my life
is the day that I die
Can you feel the cold tonight? (the day that I die)
it sets in but its alright (the day that I die)
darkness falls I'm letting go (the day that I die)
all alone but I feel just fine

You know the happiest day of my life
I swear the happiest day of my life
I know the happiest day of my life
is the day that I die
Can you feel the cold tonight? (the day that I die)
it sets in buts its alright (the day that I die)
darkness falls I'm letting go (the day that I die)
all alone but I feel fine

Did I live it right?
I hope I lived it right,
Did I live it right?
I know i lived it right

Did I live it right?
I hope I lived it right

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Hard days made me, hard nights shaped me
I don't know they somehow saved me
And I know I'm making something out of this life they called nothing
I take what I want
Take what I need
They say it's wrong but it's right for me
I won't look down
Won't say I'm sorry
I know that only God can judge me

And if I make it through today will tomorrow be the same
Am I just running in place?
and if I stumble and I fall
Should I get up and carry on or will it all just be the same

'Cause, I'm young and hopeless
I'm lost and I know this
I'm going nowhere fast that's what they say
I'm troublesome, I've fallen
I'm angry at my father
It's me against this world and I don't care, I don't care

Benji:
And no one in this industry
Understands the life I lead
When I sing about my past
It's not a gimmick, not an act
These critics and these trust fund kids
Try to tell me what punk is
But when I see them on the streets, they got nothing to say....

And if I make it through today will tomorrow be the same
Am I just running in place?
If I stumble and I fall
Should I get up and carry on or will it all just be the same

'Cause, I'm young and hopeless
I'm lost and I know this
I'm going nowhere fast that's what they say
I'm troublesome, I've fallen
I'm angry at my father
It's me against this world and I don't care, I don't care
I don't care, now I don't care

I'm young and hopeless
I'm lost and I know this
I'm going nowhere fast that's what they say
That I'm troublesome, I've fallen
I'm angry at my father
It's me against this world and I don't care, I don't care
I don't care
I don't care