new philosophy on life... no expectations. taking life as is comes and not expecting anything nor wanting anything. i'm just going with the flow. doing what makes me happy and tyring not to let all the B.S. bring me down.
so far so good.
living my life through stuggle and strife,
learning to play a strange and twisted game.
these chapters i write
each descision my own.
the lesssons are taught,
tho many go unknown,
i look to my spirit,
minding my insticnt and thought
i try to be careful and wary
not to let myself get caught,
stuck in a rut, and holding myself down
imprisoning this soul,
searching to be found.
so far so good.
living my life through stuggle and strife,
learning to play a strange and twisted game.
these chapters i write
each descision my own.
the lesssons are taught,
tho many go unknown,
i look to my spirit,
minding my insticnt and thought
i try to be careful and wary
not to let myself get caught,
stuck in a rut, and holding myself down
imprisoning this soul,
searching to be found.
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Broken Link
At the fall of night, again my soul awakens. Thoughts come to life with new perspective, increased dimension, and novel clarity. After rummaging through a decaying compost of worthless memories, I realized that all the while I trudged along the path of life I was too preoccupied with looking back at where I had been to notice that I was going over my own tracks. Like a dog, tied to a tree and running in circles, drawing closer to my own shackles with every lap and suddenly being thrown to the ground by my own velocity.
On this night, after years of rattling and struggling, the chain has weakened and with newfound detachment from all Ive known, I go forth flailing into the future. Free from anxiety and gripped by the throws of angst, a chain rattling behind me to remind me of all the things I shall never return to again. Save the vision of this broken link.
p.s. HI, I'm Pessimyst.