scarlett

another week, more ups and downs. i somehow ended up with a new bird over the weekend. got it as a gift for a special someone ... but it was a no-go, so now i have a new pet birdy.... it's a cute little blue and yellow parakeet. a girly birdy.... she will habitate my new apartment i am getting next month. which oh yes, jen and i got approved for our place. we are going to be living together in manchester. the same apartment building i lived at for a couple years with vince. nice places, very affordable. i will be neighbors with Edea she lives there! i cant wait.. we need tons of furniture so if anyone from the nh/mass area is getting rid of shit, let me know please! scarlettsuicide@hotmail.com

so today was spent MOVING. boooooo. i hate moving. it fucking sucks let me tell you. it was so cold, like 5 degrees. i did it all in my pj pants too. heh. all of my boxes and bed and stuff is at my grandmothers, and then my clothes and computer are here at my moms house. i am staying with my mommy until jan 15th or jan 22nd.... which means - free rent, free food, free laundry, free alcohol.... damn, why didn't i think of this earlier?

a major breakthrough has been made with my ex boyfriend vince. man, i could not be happier. i am so relieved i feel like the biggest weight has been lifted off my chest. see, we were not on speaking terms (his choice) due to some drama. this went on for about 2 monthes. imagine how hard it is to not be able to call up and talk to someone who you used to live with for 3 years.... well anyway, he got in touch with me thursday night, and we actually spoke on the phone for a while. he was letting me know that he is leaving for las vegas friday, and i could say goodbye if i wanted. the catch was he wanted me to briing his ps2... i had it at my apartment, and he wanted to bring it for his move. i really wanted to keep it, but i imagined how bored he would be without it, and honestly i just wanted to get on good terms with him. a ps2 is just a material item that can be bought in a store, i cannot go to any store and buy his respect and friendship. yeah, hes an asshole, but an asshole i really love. (and no, i dont LOVE love him...hes definetly in the past, but i will always care for the guy). so, i went and said my goodbyes to him friday afternoon. it went smoothly until the end when he said 'well, this is goodbye'... i started crying, and he hugged me and told me not to cry.... so i stopped and then walked away. heh, then turned around to give one more hug. i hope i get to visit him maybe in feb or march. i talked to him about an hour ago and he is already in texas! wow! well good luck....

that was probably one of the biggest things to happen to me this week, besides moving... and well some sadness with the boy i was kinda seeing. but hey, it's all good. i went to a couple parties this weekend, had a lot of fun. got really wasted, and ETC.... heh.... got to see one of my favorite people in the world, which is always nice. i think gia had a little more fun with him than i did... hahahahaha, just kidding hunny.....

hmmm in other news, i am off work today because the store was never even opened!!!!! it was snowing pretty hard in the morning so... i got a call saying not to bother going on. wow that is fucking awesome. remember what it was like when you got school cancelled? it was just like that!!!! so now i have today off, tomorrow off, and i am not working again until wednesday... woo hoo. my plans are to lay in bed and read, hang out with my mom, and hopefully see jen. but we will see! i really am missing my bestest friend
evldedgrl.. shes been working so much we have the worst schedules for compatibility... i miss and love her, go send her hugs she has been working so much!

i have not gone xmas shopping yet. nor will i. the one and only present i bought this year didn't work out, so i think that's an omen. uhhh either that or i am completely broke, you decide

oh something cool is i found a boy on myspace that i used to go to highschool with... glen! hes really cute and fun and i am glad that i found him. i hope to hit up the strip clubs with him sometime next week. oh his band is playing the middle east jan 2nd... scars like ours.... go see them!!!!! i command you!

my dad and i just went grocery shopping. we fucking went all out. he let me buy whatever i wanted. i am not used to that, i can tell you. i usually spend like, $40 a month on food. our bill came to $218... heh. but i picked out like steak and expensive shit. and i got to drive in the cadillac escalade.. BLING BLING.......

i dont know what else to write. i am bored. someone should come play with me. please be cute and little.