scarletspider

I let myself fall into a lie
i let my walls come down
i let myself smile and feel alive
i let my walls come down
no matter how i try i don't know why
you push so far away
you wrapped your hands tight around my heart
and squeezed it full of pain

with this knife i'll cut out the part of me
the...
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I let myself fall into a lie
I let my walls come down
I let myself smile and feel alive
I let my walls come down
No matter how i try i don't know why
You push so far away
You wrapped your hands tight around my heart
And squeezed it full of pain


With this knife i'll cut out the part of me
The...
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And my mind goes back to a girl I left some years ago, who told me

Just hold on loosely...

something i've been keeping locked away behind my lips
i can feel it breaking free with each and every kiss
i couldn't bear to hurt you but it's all so different now
things that i was sure of, they have filled me up with doubt

something I've been keeping locked away behind my lips
i can feel it breaking free with each and every kiss
i couldn't bear to hurt you but it's all so different now
things that I was sure of, they have filled me up with doubt

wise men wonder while
strong men die

you know the sick to your stomach feeling when you awake from dream after falling

being pushed aside, easily ignored, blantantly disregarded

just a little acknowlege would be nice sometime

i dont know why i even care sometimes

you do what you do...what you feel is right...what you know is right...not because you have too, because you should


don't know how many times i'd just...
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the angel opens her eyes
pale blue colored eyes,
presents the circle
and puts the glory out to hide

Doom 3 is fuckin scarey...and I was playing it during the middle of the day...

I'm scared to play it before I goto bed






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and to answer your question....Yes.