Well, I did it.
I ignored all my better thoughts, and went right back into the mess.
I talked to Brandon. It hasn't been horrible, but it just feels like going threw the motions. We are only making polite conversation.
I'm gagging on the words.. "meth addict"
I can't say it, and he won't admit it. He wont' even own up to the drinking anymore.
But thats all mute now. I've dived back in to his hell head first. I've even thought about buying him a bus ticket. To come here, to stay. I've even thought about how I can get him a job. I would have to put my job on the line, AND I THOUGHT ABOUT IT!
What is that? Brandon is a phantom, not a real person, he's a story.. HE'S NOT A FUCKING PERSON IN THE PHONE BOOK!!!
In other news, I fuckin broke my High Fidelity DVD... completely won't play... ARG... Oh and Elmo's cone is off now. He's SO damn happy about it. Thats all for now, we re-turn you to your normal programs.
Oh yeah, for the person who asked how I look at all the groups, I normally just browse the active topics, and I dont check them all every time. There are a few Im a die hard checker of, but most I ready the new topics that interest me, and if I have any thing to say that hasnt been said I say it. Most of the time my thoughts on the matter have been covered so I just read
I ignored all my better thoughts, and went right back into the mess.
I talked to Brandon. It hasn't been horrible, but it just feels like going threw the motions. We are only making polite conversation.
I'm gagging on the words.. "meth addict"
I can't say it, and he won't admit it. He wont' even own up to the drinking anymore.
But thats all mute now. I've dived back in to his hell head first. I've even thought about buying him a bus ticket. To come here, to stay. I've even thought about how I can get him a job. I would have to put my job on the line, AND I THOUGHT ABOUT IT!
What is that? Brandon is a phantom, not a real person, he's a story.. HE'S NOT A FUCKING PERSON IN THE PHONE BOOK!!!
In other news, I fuckin broke my High Fidelity DVD... completely won't play... ARG... Oh and Elmo's cone is off now. He's SO damn happy about it. Thats all for now, we re-turn you to your normal programs.
Oh yeah, for the person who asked how I look at all the groups, I normally just browse the active topics, and I dont check them all every time. There are a few Im a die hard checker of, but most I ready the new topics that interest me, and if I have any thing to say that hasnt been said I say it. Most of the time my thoughts on the matter have been covered so I just read
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Not sure what to say about Brandon you don't already know. Sorry you are not able to break free of the cycle you are in on that one. Not a easy thing at all.
Other than that I hope you are well.
keep your eyes peeled for the next week or so , it will have all sorts of updates.............
oh, why are you the former master of the universe, was that pre he-man days or after