scarletharlet

Ok... What the fuck is going on?

When did someone pick up my snowglobe world and shake up all the snow?

I'm not kidding, how did things turn upside down and inside out, so quickly?

Things have changed. sorta, not really, but it's coming. Johnny isn't gonna be the same. ever.

Things are gonna be uneas fyor awhile, and thats strange, none of us knew her that well. She was pretty much tiny blimp on our radar screens.

I don't mean Johnny when i say that. He knew her well, he loved her I think. Maybe,... sorta could have loved her if he got the chance.

I'm not sure, I can't tell anymore.

Nothing is working right, everything is missplaced and lukewarm.

It's a big fat square block in my mouth, it's blocking all the supportive, helpful things I have to say.

holly fuck, when did this all start? We had a BBQ, played around and bam. Things twisted and broken.


One phone call, any a dear good buddy will never be the same. And he didnt even get a choice in the matter. Johnny didn't get any choice, he just get to be thrown in. He didn't kill himself, but he gets to feel like he should have.


What the fuck it going on here people?