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A follow up to yesterday's blog... I didn't exactly sniff other people but I did engage in embracing total strangers at a club. It seems like people are alright with it as long as you approach them properly (and I think they might think they have met me before and just don't remember). What's really funny is I was covered in cum... not my own.

People are so interesting! I seriously want to know everyone! Wouldn't it be interesting if people embraced their animalistic roots more and strangers greeted each other more physically? Maybe a good long sniff of each other?

I'm the biggest dork ever! Tomorrow, I'm going to an amazing antique book auction and I'm so excited! They have rare first editions and original prints. I just hope the items don't go for too much. I have my eye on a book from 1834 entitled "The First History Book for Children and Youth". It has these beautiful wood cuts and maps. I have to...
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I decided to conduct a little experiment with my new found openness and went out and about to see if I felt as closed off as I used to be. I SO don't! It's amazing! I notice I hug my friends closer and empathize with them more and am able to communicate with strangers better. My energy has shifted so much it has had an...
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You know you had a good weekend when you're still recovering from it on Wednesday night!

I had a seriously amazing, life-changing experience. The world and everything around me feels new and fresh. I feel like I'm being reborn and tearing down walls that I spent 20 years building and fortifying. It's rather scary, but it's got to be healthier than ignoring, repressing, suppressing, and being generally emotionally dead. I still have a long way to go but at least it's...
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It's official! I have given myself a black eye.

Don't get me wrong, I LOVE Pandora... except when it decides to play the same bands to which I consistently give a "thumbs down" on their songs. A good part of the time Pandora will inexplicitly play something I haven't heard in ages and forgot I completely adore. Like this song! <3

I love you all so much on SG! Everyone on here has been super nice and supportive and I really appreciate it! <3

It's snowing in the dirty south! Now I just have to sit back and watch the mayhem begin.... here's something from my hometown to keep you occupied.