not in a happy mood today ladies and gentlemen. i just found out that i've spent the past few weeks getting led on by this girl, when it turns out she's had a boyfriend the whole time. i mean, i don't mind helping a girl in a crappy relationship take out her sexual frustrations, but this girl had a guilty conscience all of a sudden right before that did happen, leaving me with some serious blue-balls. well, to hell with her then, but there's still the issue now of dealing with my own sexual frustrations...


No more bluffing,
You think I care about your needs?
You are nothing,
Just another thing on which I feed..
Soul, spirit, voice, thought,
Your very essence is what im craving,
I suck it all dry then leave your empty shell to rot.
Move on to the next victim im enslaving..
I take what's mine,
No bias in the choice.
Whether they be holy or divine,
Ill clench their throat, and silence their voice...
Run my fingers down your spine,
I feel the fear swallow you whole.
You'll be cold and silent in due time,
Another flame extinguished into a hot coal..
And one way or another,
I get what i desire.
Your friend, your boss, your mother,
I choose the date in which they expire.
There's no place to hide, no where to run,
Mutinous ideas are pointless..
I do this out of spite, I do this all for fun,
So make it easy and stay motionless.
Thats how i describe the girl you talked about in your entry... malicious, sadistic, and egocentric.... im sorry that you had to experiance some crap like that.. stupid braud.. want me to beat her up?
-C