So I'm really REALLY sleepy...
My eyes keep closing without any input from me...
Why the hell am I fighting it? It's like there's some rally good reason I need to stay awake...
But there really isn't.
I mean, sure, there's some shit I'm avoiding, but that's not for another day or so..
But y'know, there's really nothing I'm looking forward to. Maybe that's the problem. I'm so sick of waiting on other folks for my happiness, but what I want over all else is dependant on the whims of others.
On a completely unrealaed note... A group of girls one could easily describe as SG types came into the resturant I work out of tonight... It was SO fucking funny to see all of us guy workers falling all over ourselves to try and look cool... Myself included... The objective part of me was SO amused while the self-depricating nerdy emotional cripple was SO trying too hard... But so much more the fun, eh?
My eyes keep closing without any input from me...
Why the hell am I fighting it? It's like there's some rally good reason I need to stay awake...
But there really isn't.
I mean, sure, there's some shit I'm avoiding, but that's not for another day or so..
But y'know, there's really nothing I'm looking forward to. Maybe that's the problem. I'm so sick of waiting on other folks for my happiness, but what I want over all else is dependant on the whims of others.
On a completely unrealaed note... A group of girls one could easily describe as SG types came into the resturant I work out of tonight... It was SO fucking funny to see all of us guy workers falling all over ourselves to try and look cool... Myself included... The objective part of me was SO amused while the self-depricating nerdy emotional cripple was SO trying too hard... But so much more the fun, eh?
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You're no spring chicken yourself mate!!
But we have the experience.