scarecroh

Hello again.

Had an interesting day today. Not bad or anything just odd. I had a weird dream about 2 of my ex's this week and in both dreams i was majorly confused. One of them i was trying my damnedest to make this Mexican family happy that I was at a pizza place with and I kept dropping a golf ball on the babies head. Thats beside the point in my dream she wouldn't leave me alone but she had a new boyfriend go figure right.

So My frist girlfriend of 4 years ago I think I had a dream about her that went a little further than I wanted it to and oddly enough my buddy asks me to go to his nephews birthday party 2 days later. Let me explain, I new her almost all her life. She was younger than me by 5 years and when I was 22 we hooked up yes i know she was too young but seriously I have never been the sex driven kind of guy, so that was not a big deal. in the end we didn't work out it was definitely the age that was the problem. I can honestly say after 2 and a half years i was in love. She said she was but I was pretty sure she wasn't, and there was the problem. She is my best mate's cousin so I would have to see her again but we never really got to talking.

This made me think. How many girls have I dated?

Not many. I was never a hit it and quit it kind of guy but it wasn't till a couple of years ago that I decided not to fall for girls so easy, hence why i so hard not to send messages about going out with girls online. its odd, it really is. and of the say 8 or so of them that I chat with regularly I have asked 3 to go to a fire game, a concert, or a movie. None of which are things that would involve to much intimacy and leave it at a truely friend like night.

So anyway girls

Belinda, ( don't worry none of these girls will ever find out I put there first name on here)
She was my High school sweetheart she kept telling me over and over how she hated her boyfriend and wanted to get rid of him but he was living with her and her dad so we never really became boyfriend and girlfriend but we totally did the things they do. It ended bad. She kind of just stopped talking to me.

Allison,
The first girl i fell in love with, we dated for 3 and a half years and it was good for about 2 and a half. She ended up to wanting to see what things were like outside of me saying that all her guy friends were just friends. I said ok well I am not going to be ok with you getting texts about you riding another guys face while I'm dating you so the only answer to this question is me leaving. I left she looked me up multiple times after it all went down twice when i was talking to another girl which ended in tears for her and smiles for me. I know total dick but she deserved it. I ran into her sister and Mom today. Her sister came up to say hi and I went to give her a hug and she put out her hand. I was ok with it, Her sisters girlfriend on the other hand hugged me so hard I was wondering if the girl was thinking about quitting the lesbian thing and coming over to my side yea I do that to girls. So I waived hi to her mom and that was all I got out of her. I thought to myself. She must hate me for turning down her daughter after it all. oh well no worries heRE.

Megan,
Oh my if there was a girl I could have fallen for it was this girl. I actually met her online. we started chatting on IM, when I was waiting for Mindless self indulgence to step on stage and the following week I was driving south to meet her and take her to her first concert. I was completely taken by how cool she was when we met at a portillos and the conversation didn't stop she had gauged ears, tattoos and lip piercings quite perfect. She met all my friends last night and everyone was in agreence that she was a keeper. we did all the good stuff but never got to the sex because an interesting thing happened about a month into our relationship. She got really distant and the wedding we were going to go to together didn't happen. She called me crying and said she was pregnant. I was like wait what? Turns out the week before we started talking she went to a party and had a one night stand. I told her I was ok with dating her and if she wanted to stay my girlfriend I would gladdly be there for her. Didn't last though.


and the most resent

Kayla,
I was still kind of hurtin from the Megan thing and had completely no want for a girlfriend. I went to hooters to watch an away match of the fires and my Cousin shows up at hooters with this girl kayla that he worked with. To be honest I was a dick, I didn't mean to be but I showed her very little attention and didn't even think about it a couple of weeks later I find out she is a big fan of ska music which i love. So we go out to dinner and see a movie. second date we kiss third date well lets say it was a good time. Saddly I was still kind of not interested in being in a relationship and to me it was obvious but she was really into me and we got further into it So I started thinking something was wrong with me because I could not finish. yes you heard me in 6 months I finished 4 times. So I almost implore the next girl to try me and show me what I've been missing. In January we split. She said " I don't think i can love you like you love me"
I said rather harshly I don't love you. We ended it or at least I did and she still sends me messages on face book.


So That is my list some would say dismal. I say I haven't had to see a doctor about funny itches or burning pee so I'm doing just fine



I wanted to leave you with this

Best song lyrics by nerd ever, Her ass is a spaceship I'd like to ride



And from France Chapeaumelon



Yes I can sing the majority of this song. I don't know much french but I am learning

Thanks as always and I hope you made it through my tirade of girl stories