OK i guess i owe you all an update. I am happy to tell you that my insurance will do the surgery. And get this it may even halt the desvastation from the co morbidities. that would make me a very happy person if it did . Today my brain just wasnt cooperating at all, i think i may of had a siezure last night, hard to remember if i did or not. Not that it matters much. Been making soap not any ordinary type but all natural herbal infused soaps. hopefully maybe i can sell them at the flea markets. sorry if i seem dis jointed as i said brain isnt connecting right with reality today. 
caffeinemonkey:
I hope the surgery works out. I love handmade soap. I know I usually buy handmade soap when I go to the Farmers Market by my house. Good luck with it. If anything is sounds like it would be a fun hobbie... but if you could make some money at it all the better!