Added some baby pics and stuff. maybe this will chear up some people i love and care deeply about. at anyrate i know your all tired of my whining so no more!
I promise to be a happier scandi . today i even made my own ketchup. lol
not bad and NO SUGAR! I am worried about Shin, winters baring down and he gets so...
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Crying here , ever wish you could snap your fingers and be in a better happer place. man i wish i could right now and take a few of you with me. i am tripping out slightly here i know, not to whine but i really need to get myself in gear, with my job. i know i have lost heart and all. but it's...
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sugarcoma:
Instead of kicking you in the ass can I just grab it...hehe
Sorry things aren't going so good sweetheart!

Sorry things aren't going so good sweetheart!

yes it's a new pic.

zahara:
The only thing you've been missing is me slowly losing my mind.
_pauly_:
YAY!!!! New hair color






not feeling as good as i should, yes somethings really bugging me alot.
i am getting tired of my family and there ever so low opinion of me. they can't deal with me. i get this general feeling that i failed them and i am lazy and not good enough for them. they cant accept me as i am now. damnit all i want more...
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welp here me is and welp i went and did it again, yup i COLORED my hair again. this time i'm well raspberry headed. i know you all liked the blue, but the color was a bit tired looking and lost its ever so precious shock value.
and I live for shock value!
besides i gotta do my part against the facist office politics. I...
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I am gonna title this One Laundry and Inquisition.
Imagine if you will that there are still some people in america who dont drive and dont have a washer and dryer and dont have one convenient ly located in a reasonable walking distance. imagine being so broke you couldnt afford it anyways. . then if you will imagine actually washing clothes in the bathtub. and...
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Imagine if you will that there are still some people in america who dont drive and dont have a washer and dryer and dont have one convenient ly located in a reasonable walking distance. imagine being so broke you couldnt afford it anyways. . then if you will imagine actually washing clothes in the bathtub. and...
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shaunie:
hey,
they all sound like fucking wanks!!!

they all sound like fucking wanks!!!



zahara:
*laughs hysterically*
There's some memo that churches are passing around about the warning signs that your teenager is goth and therefore, naturally, satanic. Criteria includes sleeping too much or too little, enjoying quiet (this is so they can meditate on their evil deeds), and eating goth related foods like Count Chocola cereal. We took this list around the library and went to the tamest people we could think of and even they failed the test.
Well, apparantly my boss got this test from a preacher he knows which then lead him to conclude that I was goth. This revelation immediately led to shock because he never "pictured her as a devil worhipper." Good thing is, my boss is always pushing diversity in the work place, so he stayed with it saying, "I mean it's okay if she is, it's her own business, but I just never imagined...." (It was later explained that I am not a devilworhipper and in all honestly, am too lazy to be goth). Of course, he would probably take it better if he thought I was a satanist than if he knew that I'm really agnostic. *giggle*
btw--I'm not on here very often because of work, school, and my internship. If you hear anything about any possible...ummm...vacations in the future, you can email me. I check my email daily.
There's some memo that churches are passing around about the warning signs that your teenager is goth and therefore, naturally, satanic. Criteria includes sleeping too much or too little, enjoying quiet (this is so they can meditate on their evil deeds), and eating goth related foods like Count Chocola cereal. We took this list around the library and went to the tamest people we could think of and even they failed the test.
Well, apparantly my boss got this test from a preacher he knows which then lead him to conclude that I was goth. This revelation immediately led to shock because he never "pictured her as a devil worhipper." Good thing is, my boss is always pushing diversity in the work place, so he stayed with it saying, "I mean it's okay if she is, it's her own business, but I just never imagined...." (It was later explained that I am not a devilworhipper and in all honestly, am too lazy to be goth). Of course, he would probably take it better if he thought I was a satanist than if he knew that I'm really agnostic. *giggle*
btw--I'm not on here very often because of work, school, and my internship. If you hear anything about any possible...ummm...vacations in the future, you can email me. I check my email daily.
i'm such a cute little booger huh?
just so baby you know ... you know i can be so in love......wid you.... if i could only hear you love me too...... if i could only hear you say i do ......oooooo.oooo.oooo ....but anyways..... what whould ya say?

just so baby you know ... you know i can be so in love......wid you.... if i could only hear you love me too...... if i could only hear you say i do ......oooooo.oooo.oooo ....but anyways..... what whould ya say?





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shinobiryu:
Er... Right.

scandi_rose:
I was just singing a song from when i was little. that i liked

You ever feel happy, so happy you could bust open? then a bunch of stuff messes up but your still happy cause you realise it dont really matter cause soon you be home and happy again and no matter what happens out there in the world it dont matter cause your going home? you ever go to some place cause you really really wanted to...
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zahara:
*jumps up and down like a 12 year old girl*
I hope everything works out wonderfully!
I hope everything works out wonderfully!
ok i admit the last post was odd but honestly i am fustraited with everyone suddenly leaving SG and all the name calling and Cat fighting.
it is confusion to the enth power! and when your in pain and stressed out it aint good at all.




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zahara:
I got names I could call you....but they'd probably make ShinobiRyu jealous, so I better not. *giggle*
I'm not too sure on the direction SG and the SG community are going. Doesn't seem quite so layback and fun anymore. But hey, what do I know?
I'm not too sure on the direction SG and the SG community are going. Doesn't seem quite so layback and fun anymore. But hey, what do I know?
gory:
OMG!
See what happens when I go MIA for just a bit?
WHERES THE BLUE?!?
I mean, Not that being a Redhead doesn't have its advantages (wouldn't know a THING about that...) But The BLUE!
If someone were to ask me what I think of this place right now? I would just tell them not to worry cause all good things come to an end...(Sendin em out 2x2 now...I wonder if 'Moo' would work on them?)
Anyhow...Stay Scandi, and I really do like the red too...
SS
See what happens when I go MIA for just a bit?
WHERES THE BLUE?!?
I mean, Not that being a Redhead doesn't have its advantages (wouldn't know a THING about that...) But The BLUE!
If someone were to ask me what I think of this place right now? I would just tell them not to worry cause all good things come to an end...(Sendin em out 2x2 now...I wonder if 'Moo' would work on them?)
Anyhow...Stay Scandi, and I really do like the red too...


Some things happening here what it is aint exactly clear
Where have all the flowers gone?
it all becomes a blur in my mind and then fades to black
and then the numbness sets in and suddenly i realise your not there anylonger.
my hands cannot touch you
your laughter falls silent to my ears
your heart beats no longer just stillness
nothingness
a void...
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Where have all the flowers gone?

it all becomes a blur in my mind and then fades to black

and then the numbness sets in and suddenly i realise your not there anylonger.

my hands cannot touch you

your laughter falls silent to my ears

your heart beats no longer just stillness

nothingness

a void...
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zahara:
I wish there was a hug smilie...

I wish there was a hug smilie...
But BLUE was so you, However, I know that spicin up yer look sure helps with any woes that may be grabbin ya....It looks really good, (I had NO idead you did PSW!!! I shall have to look at yer nekkedness now!)
I was also in a frump...alas, I admit I was a little torn from here, But needed to take control of all the opportunities that we all have but just may not see, and go with it! And Thankfully, It seems to have done the same...
(Like I said...You are lookin good...THATS a Go-o-o-o-o-od thing...Feeling good is another..)
Anyhow, it is always good to catch up, makes the monotony seem less...monotonous...
I'll be back with a Ghouly Greeting!