and a plane ticket .
took me into overtime to save the customer and straighten out the mess. i swear am i the only person that gives a damn out there...
then less than 2 minutes later i get an award. go figure. i wish they would make up there minds. kinda a hard day today. exhausted but ok. not feeling overly humorious, sorry. just in a really reflective mood today. 
maybe i just could use a bit of a hug. 
rough night last night. had a nightmare. must of been my meds. honestly i just need some hugs. best medicine of all. got some diabetic fudge,i'll take that to work...
I hate days like this. be very glad when march 3rd rolls around and the doctors can find out why i have no reflexesdocs say there might be a short curcit some where and my brain may not be recieving all the signals from my body. hmm what in the heck am i missing then?
you... my boss keeps trying to take my cane. dern him. funny guy short little chicago mobster type with no neck. got cancer so they had to nueter him poor guy. all talk and no balls. lol. 
got to get going to work Shinobi... i did not intend that but hey! i like Beethoven as much as the next person..... EVIL GRIN..... 
funny thing is the book was written the year of my birth. (maybe they saw me coming) maybe this weekend i'll take a...
just hope the Boyfriend does. (giggle) i need to leave this two hole redneck town. get on a plane and Fly back to Norway. i miss him, Big time, what sucks is not being able to stay more than three months at a time. if the Dubya had his way it would be most disasterious. 
deng it i'm crying. cheer up cheer up! just hope my tax refund is enough to bring my bad Vampire here for a vist. Wheelchair and all might make for an photo. 
hmmm (gears grinding) ........... Tarnish, You Go Girl! and tell your little bro he has my Vote! Racism runs in my family but not in me or my children. i even told my bigot father he can bury it with him. 
lol i'm grounded again, OVER SPENT YET AGAIN!!!!!!! this... had alot of fun. mom wasn't even phazed. DERN!!!! 
oh well she Was at one time a Boheme herself. so i guess nothing should phaze her. can't sleep tonight, i got thoughts of things swimming around in my head. some time you get that way when you get sleepy, with me it happens alot. i think i'm a bit homesick....
still recovering sad effects from fro a father who refused to have a chubby daughter and made it his obsession to make me super model thin. sadly i am still recovering from the effects of the damange.
i wont go into it here but feel free to email me . scandalicious@sbcglobal.net