OK here's the latest in the continueing saga of Scandi . i just got out of the hospital yesterday. Dont panic it was just precautionary i had some trouble breathing so i checked in. nothing serious heart and guts are fine. it was most likely stress related. 
i gotta slow down and not do so much is all. but how on earth will i ever be able to do so? 
face it i need to move in with Shinobi. i need to be back in europe were i can relax and slow down. yeah i know other things have to come first and stuff but so does happiness so does being cared for and being loved. it's a hard balance at times. I just wish things were easier . 
i gotta slow down and not do so much is all. but how on earth will i ever be able to do so? face it i need to move in with Shinobi. i need to be back in europe were i can relax and slow down. yeah i know other things have to come first and stuff but so does happiness so does being cared for and being loved. it's a hard balance at times. I just wish things were easier . 
_pauly_: