scandi_rose

Spent a very nice day relaxing and talking to Shinobi and my friends. felt really nice. thanks.

Ms. Kitty is back to spend some time with me. i love it when she visits. maybe i should get my own cat, but with things so up in the air with moving out to Norway, i would not want to traumatize a cat with all that. can't really move an animal overseas.

I really do want to go live with ShinobiRyu I love him dearly and really do enjoy his company. just wish immigration to Norway was alot easier, Thank you ever so damn much international terrorism, foriegn policy,ect.
you think if people really loved each other and posed no nation threat they should be aloted the right to co-habitate.
even if we ever got married it's still a bit of a hassle.

So you see my delema, i am stuck were i dont want to be, in a city that is nothing more than a horrible nightmare of past trauma and grief. it's tolerateable but i know i need to move on. Damn it i have to! I am a miserable smuck.

now damn it i'm supposed to be happy here.

guess i can't hide it, i'm lonely . and i want my man.