ok the weekend is almost here and yes i am thinking up yet another surprise for you. but this time i'll throw a hint your way, it will be a bit softer. more romantic in nature. honestly there is a big part of me that wants to reach out and just hug a few people. cause i know they really need a hug. 
i have a few friends who are going through some very rough issues and could use a few prayers /well wishes. i just wish i could help them more but know i can only do so much. i also wish i could just reach out and hold my most beloved right now. but i know that is almost impossible even if i was with him, due to the tremendious amount of pain he goes through. i try my best to understand it but some days i admit it is hard. God Help me that i cannot help the way i feel at times i try to be sensable and realistic about it. but it gets hard when i know he is such a fantastic and wonderful human being. 
who honestly does not deserve one bit of this pain and sorrow. i just hope he understands that i could not help but to fall in love with him. and i know he loves me the best that he can. 
i have a few friends who are going through some very rough issues and could use a few prayers /well wishes. i just wish i could help them more but know i can only do so much. i also wish i could just reach out and hold my most beloved right now. but i know that is almost impossible even if i was with him, due to the tremendious amount of pain he goes through. i try my best to understand it but some days i admit it is hard. God Help me that i cannot help the way i feel at times i try to be sensable and realistic about it. but it gets hard when i know he is such a fantastic and wonderful human being. who honestly does not deserve one bit of this pain and sorrow. i just hope he understands that i could not help but to fall in love with him. and i know he loves me the best that he can.