scandalascious

I am going out of my FUCKING skull.

It's amazing that in under an hour, my life becomes pathetic drama because my friend screwed up. And that the one person I care the most about is going to go insane and never trust me again. And he went to bed after a shitty aim conversation, and I can't sleep, and can't even cry.

It's never going to be easy for me. It's been so much chaos, and I have no idea if it's worth all the trouble. I want it to be, but I have no idea what's going to happen...