scagnetti

Been Complacent
too long alone
lost art of intimacy
avoided at every turn
joined
for some cro-magnan
impulse not yet numb.
Once consumate player
lame
stupid forgotten
game.

Whatever
never
did
Wanted
fun
done
dead
gone
given
Worshipped
Risen
Fallen
vision

Seconds
tick
Clock
tock
Heart
beat
Fall
drop
.

Goodbye Suicide Girls.
You will be missed.
Scagnetti signing off.
Over and out.

In the Immortal words of Freddy
Mercury
"Dont try suicide
Nobody gives a Damn!"

Your 48 hours
of
Freedom
are
over!
Hit
the snooze
roll
over.

Once loyal Lust...
LOST
feelings
Forgotten
numb
dumbed
dead
DONE.

Run painted ladies
from the rain
feign death
face wet
melted mask
fools the sane.
truth
revealed.

not right
not time.
Sunshine
cannot mine
eye.
cracked dry
Ice pump
No drop shall
fall .

7/12/04
8pm

When
Rivulet streams
sweat.
tributate.
Down neck
flooding
Delta
Back..
collected .
pools
salty.....
Elixer to the
infected .
Hope is
sustained
for a time.

Soooo hung over right now at work
Going in and out of conscieness,
Dont know how much longer I can take
it.
Went to Hoboken for the first time.
Great bars ...too much booze .
Jersey girls looking good this time of year.
You can still smoke in bars out there.
(almost lost it for a second)
Poison seeping out my pores.
Just had to...
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Tired of working late
every damn day after
day to pay
for 500 square feet
of living space in the
greatest city in the world.
Lotto !
save me.