sbyrd

Last night . . . was the best night of the summer so far despite the rain. Keg of Long Trail blackberry wheat, if youve never heard of this beer do yourself a favor and go find some. This lil get together took place at my good friends house to celebrate his new job and the fat pay checks hell be getting for the rest of his life. Congrats Roger, u deserve it dawg. But anyway it was an awesome time, tons of beer, a bottle of dank tequila, and like always some of the dankest chronic to be smoked with some of the dankest people. As much as Im missing my hometown right now last night proved to me that there is hope for my summer. Maybe this is where im supposed to be right now. I love it here in VT and especially Burlington but in the past weeks Ive been questioning my decision making, why I came up here, why I stayed when my plans went to shit but I guess thats just part of the trip. Things dont always work out and if I just ran home what would have it proven? I think being on my own is finally showing me who I really am. By taking me out of my natural environment (jersey) im finding that some of myself I love and other parts im not so proud of but the only thing I understand right now is that being away from home is healthy for me. I realize I didnt even know myself, I was a creation of my surroundings. So now Im trying to steer clear of that by staying true to some of my roots, such as loyalty and trust but at the same time trying to make a new name for myself. . . the one, Sbyrd
hah sorry for ranting, lots of shit on my mind, enjoy your weekend!
-much love, Sbyrd