Blog Bleeding.
My attempt at writing a real blog again.
Well it's been almost a year now that I feel I've actively been a part of this site. I've been a memeber since 2004,but just within the last year I really started using groups and chat,prior to that I just had the few random friends/girlfriends on here that I talked to for years. I can say that it's made the site much more enjoyable and actually brought me back to SG frequently. How I never used them for 5 years is beyond me. Over the last year I've met some really good people on here (mostly ladies ,go figure) that have actually had real life impact upon me,which I hadnt really expected at all. I just want to thank all the people I've met over the last year that dealt with my often hard to read self. Regardless if the experience(s) with me have resulted in good or bad, you all have been appreciated in one way or another. Some of you helped me find a confidence that had been slightly concealed for awhile...some of you showed me how much of a asshole I can be...some of you just watched me out drink you on a nightly basis
Anyway thanks for the embracement and making me the room lush and DJ (deadly combo). Thanks to the 3 SG wives...My SG BFF..The girlfriends I've had met on here..the ladies who love me...the ladies who hate me...and the few cool guys on here (no homo) I apoligize to everyone who thinks I've done them wrong..I can be a self-absorbed asshole at times..but it's all probably been done unintentionally.
Now to some real life shit.
Lately I've just been travelling alot and enjoying the in between time from work. Just decked my living room with all new ish,new coffee table, leather couch and chairs,surround sound system...shit is coming along nicely. I've been spending a decent amount of time lately with my babies mother. She is pregnant again (not mine) and doesnt have alot of positive people in here life right now and no one to really help her through it. This is where Superman steps in to save the day. I feel like I'm doing a good thing by being around and helping her with stuff, but I don't know if I am really doing the right thing. She is putting the kid up for adoption and has been wanting me to help her with the selection process and what not. How am I suppose to determine the future of a child that I didnt create? I know I will have to help her cause her mind is a frail mess at times like this..but in the end I'm scared of the feeling this may end of giving me.As far as Rach and I are concerned I'm not worried about anything coming up between us again,but growing a connection with something that isn't mine...I mean that would be natural reaction for something you are planning a future for,right? Maybe I'm just crazy,always wanting to help everyone out...like I'm suppose to or something, eh. Maybe I'm just rambling on...fuck it.
CHOCOLATE BOULEVARD ALE IS DELICIOUS...
If you get a chance to score a bottle before they disappear (most places are sold out already) then definately do it..The tag is a bit pricey (13-15 a bottle which is 26 ozs) but it seriously kicks ass..and has like a 10.6% alcohol content.
God damn, what happened to the Smashing Pumpkins...they use to be so bad ass.
Anyway, time to turn the stream off...
Who knows when the faucet will be turned on again..
-SbMick
My attempt at writing a real blog again.
Well it's been almost a year now that I feel I've actively been a part of this site. I've been a memeber since 2004,but just within the last year I really started using groups and chat,prior to that I just had the few random friends/girlfriends on here that I talked to for years. I can say that it's made the site much more enjoyable and actually brought me back to SG frequently. How I never used them for 5 years is beyond me. Over the last year I've met some really good people on here (mostly ladies ,go figure) that have actually had real life impact upon me,which I hadnt really expected at all. I just want to thank all the people I've met over the last year that dealt with my often hard to read self. Regardless if the experience(s) with me have resulted in good or bad, you all have been appreciated in one way or another. Some of you helped me find a confidence that had been slightly concealed for awhile...some of you showed me how much of a asshole I can be...some of you just watched me out drink you on a nightly basis
Anyway thanks for the embracement and making me the room lush and DJ (deadly combo). Thanks to the 3 SG wives...My SG BFF..The girlfriends I've had met on here..the ladies who love me...the ladies who hate me...and the few cool guys on here (no homo) I apoligize to everyone who thinks I've done them wrong..I can be a self-absorbed asshole at times..but it's all probably been done unintentionally.
Now to some real life shit.
Lately I've just been travelling alot and enjoying the in between time from work. Just decked my living room with all new ish,new coffee table, leather couch and chairs,surround sound system...shit is coming along nicely. I've been spending a decent amount of time lately with my babies mother. She is pregnant again (not mine) and doesnt have alot of positive people in here life right now and no one to really help her through it. This is where Superman steps in to save the day. I feel like I'm doing a good thing by being around and helping her with stuff, but I don't know if I am really doing the right thing. She is putting the kid up for adoption and has been wanting me to help her with the selection process and what not. How am I suppose to determine the future of a child that I didnt create? I know I will have to help her cause her mind is a frail mess at times like this..but in the end I'm scared of the feeling this may end of giving me.As far as Rach and I are concerned I'm not worried about anything coming up between us again,but growing a connection with something that isn't mine...I mean that would be natural reaction for something you are planning a future for,right? Maybe I'm just crazy,always wanting to help everyone out...like I'm suppose to or something, eh. Maybe I'm just rambling on...fuck it.
CHOCOLATE BOULEVARD ALE IS DELICIOUS...
If you get a chance to score a bottle before they disappear (most places are sold out already) then definately do it..The tag is a bit pricey (13-15 a bottle which is 26 ozs) but it seriously kicks ass..and has like a 10.6% alcohol content.
God damn, what happened to the Smashing Pumpkins...they use to be so bad ass.
Anyway, time to turn the stream off...
Who knows when the faucet will be turned on again..
-SbMick
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xxjcblackheartxx:
look dunny we gotta go see a show when i finally come to KC...and that ale sounds good as fuck btw
kandykorn:
Your awesome you know that!!!!