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been a rocky couple of days, just love her so much though. Want to please her greatly love being her slave.

Forced to wear panties all day yesterday out in public. Was SO self-conscious but also made me think of her all day. Made the mistake of taking them off before bed and before she got home. Deserved and received a spanking.

Not permitted to orgasm until I've given her 10, very nervous excitement about this development...and not the least because Goddess has begun a new job and working quite a bit this week. How long will it take me to bring her to 10??? Not certain I've ever gone much more than a week without orgasm before, looks like this will be longest as Friday will be one week. I'm already feeling a little desperate to orgasm and haven't even begun to #1 of 10. Yikes.

Hoping when she arrives home tonight I'll be permitted to pleasure her..hope, hope, hope.

Love her so much and yes do trust her to. Like her having complete control over my sexuality, just so excited to be with her. Was made to suck on her vibrator Friday get so turned on when she commands me, would do anything she wanted/desired.

I love you so very much.