So recently I was supposed to be promoted at work but that didn't work out at all. It's been hard and a bit disappointing cuz I love my job but I now hate my hours and feel defeated by so much and a bit betrayed by my boss. Now I am trying to refocus on doing hair again. It's going to be hard cuz I haven't been keeping up with the stuff but I need to do something about my life. And it also kind of sucks trying to do this and I also feel I'm not going anywhere here either. I had such high hopes being a SG. Being well known and modeling like I've always wanted and once being a actual SG I was going to get my SG tattoo.. none of that has happened. I feel just so lost and like I've accomplished nothing in the past 2years. But I am going to be Finally trying to push for more. It's hard when you have no will or enthusiasm but I'm going to try my hardest...
Sorry for my rant..