Holy shit, SG world, it's been a while.
A lot has changed over the last few months. I moved into a new place, I have stopped bartending and serving, and am now holding down a steady job as an office manager at a tree service (super random, but has turned out to be incredible). I have started drinking and smoking again (oops), and I've gained 20 lbs. (double oops). I feel like I've let a lot of my passions fall by the wayside. That being said: it's time for a change.
Beginning August 1st, my roommates and I are venturing into the fitness world. That's right, I haven't practiced yoga in over a month. Like I said, I let a lot of my passions fall by the wayside. It's time to quit smoking again, cool it on the drinking, and get in shape. When I was practicing every day (or at least a few times a week), I was feeling so much healthier: physically, emotionally and mentally. I want that back. I've been eating like shit, smoking and drinking heavily for a while now, so long that it's pushed my mind into actual excited mode to start going to the gym and bettering myself. It feels good to know I'm ready to venture into that again. I have started realizing that I am important. How I feel is important, how I look is important, and how I handle life is important. Not to anyone else, just to me. I'm ready to push myself.
I have also volunteered to participate in the spreading the word about @blackheartburlesque!
It's coming to my city October 5th, and I can't wait! You need to check it out. The tour is HUGE so I'm sure they're coming in or around your city.
All in all I've realized that I'm nothing without having my own dreams and goals. I have tried too hard for too long to impress others and to win people over with always being available to them. Not anymore. It's time to focus on me. And once I do, I know only good will come.
If you haven't had the chance, check out my Facebook page and give it a like. :)
XOXO
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