savana

I know that the karmic rule of life is basically for every up there's a down. So I think, finally being at an age when I realize and am familiar with it' work- I can actually sit back and ride this upswing for all it's worth. Without guilt and without the constant nagging feeling of "what might be to come" cause quite frankly, I don't care anymore. I've seen the worst of the worst, and I survived it. Not only did I make it through the dark times, but I made it through wtih flying fucking colors. Earning every scratch, every tear, every heartache along the way. Now..... here I am. Standing tall and proud, years later. Knowing who I am, and where those boundaries are (in my life) and finally, FINALLY.. I've found joy, and today... I revel in it. I earned it, and it's mine to do what I want with it. So instead of worrying about the downside to all this up.... I'm going to sit right and just stare it in the face. Complete with goofy smile.

I'm going home for the Holidays for the first time in 14 years. - Stoked.
I'm finally geting my tattoos, both old and new worked on, by a tattoo artist I adore. - Stoked.
Derby is the greatest gift I've ever experienced in my lifetime- Stoked
My Teammates.. amazing. - STOKED.
Work... GOOOOD. - Stoked
Home Life- good.. - Stoked.
Car - runing aiiiiright. - Stoked.
Losing those last (now) 10lbs.. priceless.
hahaha couldn't resist throwing that last part in. Come ON already.. I AM in marketing afterall. Sheesh.
Well that's enough happiness for one Blog I suppose.

Go away.
hahahahah.. ying/ yang baby.