savana

I"m having some issues with a friend of mine that, when we first became friends, we were shaping up to be a super tight friendship. Now though, it seems like the true colors are starting shine. I just don't understand that type of turn-around. When I find myself getting to the point that I'm calling someone a friend, that's it for me. My card are on the table. I'll be your friend come hell or highwater. I'll always have your back, and I'll always show you support and respect. That's just me. I learned the hard way, the value of solid friendships. I went through hell a few years back and in order to get my head on straight, and life back on track, I had to cut off everyone I knew, loved or mildly liked. For about a year I didn't do anything but put my life back in order. I went to work, and went to the gym, that was IT. Finally when things started levelling out and I'd "found" me again... I was able to slowly start allowing people back in my life... and the people that came back into it, were people that I could trust and not worry about bringing things into my life that no longer had a place. Anyway.. long story short- I just don't understand that dynamic in life. If your a friend to me, your a friend. I will never treat you any other way. You know... I know this sounds kind of cryptic, and I guess its cause its just one of those things that there's just too much to explain in one blog, and quite frankly- I'm pretty sure that most people just don't care about petty things like this... so I won't beat you over the head with it. I guess, at the risk of sounding like a big ninny... I kinda got my feelings hurt. It's like being a little kid all over again, and you get excited to have this fun new friend, then when it comes time to play on the playground... they act like they don't know you. Which, for the record, as a kid- didn't bother me so much cause I ruled in sports, and found out early on that there wasn't anything that couldn't be solved after some kid got one good solid whack upside the head on the dodgeball court. That's right. I said it. All those times you got smacked... that was me. hahahahah- just kidding. Ok what started off as a sad little tangent, has oddly enough actually made me feel alot better. Thanks for listening.. and GO TEAM! Anyone got something they want to get off there chest? Or perhaps someone they need me to chuck a big red ball at? hahaha



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I could do this all day...