I feel defeated...it beat me. Once again I feel like I have been conquered. Why I can't I win. What always goes wrong? How many do-overs can I tell myself to begin with? Will surrendering, taking a step back, make me stronger or will going on burn me until i am dead?
Dead....hmmmm. There are things inside me that need to come out. There are visions...they are what I see myself doing...they are how I see the world. I really want to share...but what is the use...it will only be heard once or appreciated for about 5 min. I guess that is the hand I was dealt.
(20 min later)
ok what i just said....scratch that. Mike comes through again.
it is not defeated....it is not the feeling of being conquered..it is retreating...taking a look at what is happening..then sorting out the information
Keep going!! Conquer it!!
(this is the means to the rest of your life)
I love that saying...it came to me one day. I wonder who else has said it in there lifetime?
sorry this sounds so random and unclear...but this was written at school in matter of min.
Dead....hmmmm. There are things inside me that need to come out. There are visions...they are what I see myself doing...they are how I see the world. I really want to share...but what is the use...it will only be heard once or appreciated for about 5 min. I guess that is the hand I was dealt.
(20 min later)
ok what i just said....scratch that. Mike comes through again.
it is not defeated....it is not the feeling of being conquered..it is retreating...taking a look at what is happening..then sorting out the information
Keep going!! Conquer it!!
(this is the means to the rest of your life)
I love that saying...it came to me one day. I wonder who else has said it in there lifetime?
sorry this sounds so random and unclear...but this was written at school in matter of min.
they werent rejected though. just never sent in. and strangely i like those ones the best, there just wasnt enough that were of decent quality to send in