the days and nights have ceased with their cycle... it's all one big blob of time and i'm not sure i know what is what anymore?
i was walking around my kitchen in circles today, for no particular reason. ok, well, i was looking for the salt and pepper but i didn't even realize i had been walking around in circles until i'd been doing...
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i was walking around my kitchen in circles today, for no particular reason. ok, well, i was looking for the salt and pepper but i didn't even realize i had been walking around in circles until i'd been doing...
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every fucking time it seems that things are settling down and im in the homestretch, some shit happens to fuck it up. i am, again, 2 hairs away from having to quit school.
my head feels like its going to explode, im going to sleep. at least since they cut my phone off it won't ring and wake me up?
when i get really stressed...
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my head feels like its going to explode, im going to sleep. at least since they cut my phone off it won't ring and wake me up?
when i get really stressed...
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jnthn:
I fired your bosses and professors, too. 
throatneedle:
You're too cute 
the days and nights are turning into each other ...
i love how people have double standards. including you. thinking about your reaction, i get rather annoyed. change your view of me but don't do it without changing your view of yourself.
awww shit! jesse borrego is the bad guy on 24 this season! i fell in love with him in fame... then he was...
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i love how people have double standards. including you. thinking about your reaction, i get rather annoyed. change your view of me but don't do it without changing your view of yourself.
awww shit! jesse borrego is the bad guy on 24 this season! i fell in love with him in fame... then he was...
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vutek:
do you have a favorite type designer?
my hero is herman zapf.
what a career!!
my hero is herman zapf.
what a career!!
vutek:
also: last year for christmas my friend gave me this odd gift: it was a set of cards and on one side, an entire font face. on the other side, the type designer and a little bit about the font, including its main classification. i call this gift odd because it was PERFECTLY DESIGNED FOR MY ENJOYMENT. it is only a good christmas when you can say stuff like: Univers was the first font to be coded by reference number or sloping bar on the lowercase e? looks like a humanist font to me.
every star on my body has a name attached to it. sometimes i get tired of adding them.
i realized that i am starting to hate tattoos on people. not that they aren't beautiful and i don't love them still. but a part of me is starting to associate more pain with scars and tattoos than good things. it's a long story. & it'll pass,...
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i realized that i am starting to hate tattoos on people. not that they aren't beautiful and i don't love them still. but a part of me is starting to associate more pain with scars and tattoos than good things. it's a long story. & it'll pass,...
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jnthn:
...well I'm probably "moving" to chicago, which means "relocating" which means I'm going nomad for 2004. Chicago is first stop. does that count as surrounding area? I may do some work @ a studio in Benton Harbor, too. Otherwise the closest I know about getting to Motown is doing sound for Adult. next month, but only on the East Coast. But they're very Detroit to me.
pilar:
dood! i so just wrote a jurnal about tattoos...
i am convinced we are always on the same topic of convo...
so i have decided im coming to shimmy up to you in december...i have a whole month off school!
jurnal thought
1) tattoos are meant to scar you...something about associating your past or your present with tattoos makes them authentic...not cheap like the hooker who gets a fairy above her ass...so in my mind they are as healthy as you might ever get..
2) sleeping you can do when you are dead...keep the engine fueled with lots of alcohol is necessary (this coming from a straightedge girl!)
i know my vices!
3) motivation comes and goes...don't beat yourself up about it!
i am convinced we are always on the same topic of convo...
so i have decided im coming to shimmy up to you in december...i have a whole month off school!
jurnal thought
1) tattoos are meant to scar you...something about associating your past or your present with tattoos makes them authentic...not cheap like the hooker who gets a fairy above her ass...so in my mind they are as healthy as you might ever get..
2) sleeping you can do when you are dead...keep the engine fueled with lots of alcohol is necessary (this coming from a straightedge girl!)
i know my vices!
3) motivation comes and goes...don't beat yourself up about it!
i am beyond tired
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heather:
i am heather
digdug:
you are thinking about all the new tattoos that you have now too 
no? then you are thinking about how much you wanna come over here.
no? then you are thinking about how much you wanna come over here.
today is a very trying day.
a. i need to go to my doctor about my medication, i should not be having seizures but i have no health insurance and barely any money
b. the anniversery of my cousin getting murdered is this month, then in december it'll be a year since my grandmother passed away. & i keep having dreams about my other friend...
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a. i need to go to my doctor about my medication, i should not be having seizures but i have no health insurance and barely any money
b. the anniversery of my cousin getting murdered is this month, then in december it'll be a year since my grandmother passed away. & i keep having dreams about my other friend...
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olsen:
I know somewhere it can happen. Sometimes I just think I'm not deep enough in the gay scene. But I don't like the clubbing to get laid, one night stands are a way of life, etc, which is the only gay scene I know.
gram:
my head hurts
i ran today, 3 miles, it was wonderful...except that part where the treadmill stopped suddenly and i almost flew off.
hmmm, i sure could use some booty...
i ran today, 3 miles, it was wonderful...except that part where the treadmill stopped suddenly and i almost flew off.
hmmm, i sure could use some booty...
something about sleeping in a bed on the opposite side, or sideways, makes it so much better.
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bettietwoguns:
sometimes when the insomnia is particularly bad . . . i can fall asleep just by putting my head at the foot of the bed. weird.
gram:
hmmm, that kind of thing would discombobulate me and make me feel angry! i prefer routine!! dammitt!
thanks for the late night call, it is nice to know that your fancy. it was just what i needed. i hope your didn't wreck anything but your bed.
thanks for the late night call, it is nice to know that your fancy. it was just what i needed. i hope your didn't wreck anything but your bed.
i bet you WANT MY NEW PANTS.
some fucking asshole decided i, and all the rest of campus, wasn't broke enough so they brought their silly mall store, aeropostale or some shit, to my student union and were selling junk today. i found fancy pajama pants.
i am so tired i can't even remember what has happened between the last time i updated and now....
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some fucking asshole decided i, and all the rest of campus, wasn't broke enough so they brought their silly mall store, aeropostale or some shit, to my student union and were selling junk today. i found fancy pajama pants.
i am so tired i can't even remember what has happened between the last time i updated and now....
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funkzeitmitborat:
yeah, it is what i love, but the money can be up and down. my sister still lives in ann arbor. you should say hi.
gram:
so, what woud you wear underneath those pajama pants? c'mon, show me baby!
ugh, i am tired too, but i must press on. we got some midterm action coming up, how are you coming along?
ugh, i am tired too, but i must press on. we got some midterm action coming up, how are you coming along?
a lot of today all of my senses have felt very sensitive to any stimulus. i can smell people walking near me and i feel like i'm hearing what i normally miss... the clicks the static the pauses. it felt like things were going in slow motion so i could catch it all. one of those days where you ponder every sign on the walls...
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throatneedle:
Kill Bill was awesome! Not too much dialogue
But just the way it was put together was great!
Lots of blood and killing..except its not like a regular action film
Kinda reminded me of Reservoir Dogs at times..and Pulp Fiction a little
Even a little bit of Jackie Brown....I loved it! Cant wait till Vol 2 in February!
So how you doing babes? You should call me again
But just the way it was put together was great!
Lots of blood and killing..except its not like a regular action film
Kinda reminded me of Reservoir Dogs at times..and Pulp Fiction a little
Even a little bit of Jackie Brown....I loved it! Cant wait till Vol 2 in February!
So how you doing babes? You should call me again
gram:
hey gurl,
thanks baby, your the greatest. i got your message but i was in a meeting. i am really behind in work, since i was busy this weekend, so i dunno when i will be caught up, but i'll call ya soon. be a good girl, and holla at me later.
thanks baby, your the greatest. i got your message but i was in a meeting. i am really behind in work, since i was busy this weekend, so i dunno when i will be caught up, but i'll call ya soon. be a good girl, and holla at me later.
... 'something like Rakim said- I could quote any emcee, but why should I?
how would it benefit me? karmic repercussions
are your tales of reality worth their sonic laced discussions?' ...
hah. irony.
i am fucking exhausted. my day goes like this : 5 am get up get ready do homework til 6:30 or 7:30 depending on if i have to go to school...
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how would it benefit me? karmic repercussions
are your tales of reality worth their sonic laced discussions?' ...
hah. irony.
i am fucking exhausted. my day goes like this : 5 am get up get ready do homework til 6:30 or 7:30 depending on if i have to go to school...
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cutthekidinhalf:
hey yo,, my daddy is visiting me..so i will be having little daughter.. daddy weekend thinggy this weeked.. i will try to pick up B & S tickets for us..pretty soon..
I will talk to you soon.. and stuff..
miss ya..
R
I will talk to you soon.. and stuff..
miss ya..
R
gram:
yo girl, i came over for some hott, hard, wet, sex but you never answered the door. i guess you were sleeping. oh well, i am pretty damn busy this weekend. but what else is new right?
don't work to hard little kitten. and don't forget to masterbate everyonce in a while, its a great stress reliever.
don't work to hard little kitten. and don't forget to masterbate everyonce in a while, its a great stress reliever.
maybe we need to
[hyperlink from my heart]
[Edited on Nov 15, 2003 11:24PM]