saturn1

i hold my friends up to standards that humans can't possibly live up to. and when they disappoint i'm reminded of how horribly human i am. i hate that. i could deal with {and even love it} perceived weaknesses if people would just act like they gave a shit. but then i realize they don't and i feel even stupider.

that's all probably just a doped up RAMBLE cause good lord do they have me on drugs!

i love bahts, mexicans, tacos, a wooly booolay haired boy and edame. and don't none of you forget it. cause i probably will as soon as finish typing this!

also, i decided i am turning 30 in january. great, i'm glad that's cleared up!! is there anything cool for a 30th birthday, like 'over the hill' paraphernalia or anything? i would like some climbing up the hill candles, please.