saturn1

i'm feeling like my creative block is starting to unblock. maybe it's just because i have a lot of new projects that i'm excited about. now i'm motivated at least. i am getting jobs from an online friend that are exactly what i want to be doing. it's almost rare that you get to do design work on things you dig, and so i'm jumping at the chance even though it completely intimidates me.

i scored at a value village yesterday, even though my friend flaked on modeling for my photography assignment, it was a really nice day. i can honestly say that i adore a good number of my friends.

so i found some of the most fucked up barbies i've ever seen in my life and i'm going with that no matter how cliche barbie + photography could be. i'm thrown anyways because for this assignment i can't shoot the way i normally do. so yeah. one has no face. just a plastic and contours for a face but no eyes lips nada. that's the trophy barbie!

some older lady grabbed me and told me she saw a cool coat that would look good on me. i was sure it was going to not be cool because, well, i know what happens when my mom says something is cool. it actually was the fucking best coat ever. vintage and to the middle of my shins and it was burgundy and matched my boots. that rocked. i also found a book i love 'being digital' by nicholas negroponte.
i also got something i ordered in the mail - the shogun assassin uncut dvd - http://www.reel.com/movie.asp?MID=6356.

my birthday is next weekend. i hope someone saves me from drinking vodka. my ex's birthday is the day after mine which kind of makes me anticpate the weekend, and not in a good way.

anyways. to the darkroom. fun.

p.s. no tattoo as of yet sui, i realized i wanted to think it out better, but i'll probably go make an appt. today so i will force myself to work it out and get it done.