i'm going back to being vegitarian. the jason keeps telling me i'll be a better person, but i know he already thinks i'm a better person now so i am not listening to his nonsense!
i'm just going to not be so harsh on myself. i was super-political in high school about animal rights ... there was a time when i wouldn't wear leather, never ate meat and my mom always made me pick from the peta list when i got shampoo and cosmetics and anything basically. i think i did that for 5 or 6 years. i was so extreme about it that i think i burnt myself out and swung on the opposite side of of the spectrum because when i started growing i questioned everything i believed in. never really ate pork but i surely have eaten meat since 19. what i thought was a choice about my health is becoming more a choice about what i do believe in. it's both i guess.
and i think i'm starving myself from consuming food with no nutritional value. i don't want to be one of those people that are bloated and malnourished. gross.
anyways. i'm fucking bummed that i'm already losing people in my life to death and it's only halfway into january. when does the chinese new year start? lets go by that calendar kids. i think it's feb. 1st this year. it's lunar anyways.
maybe a tattoo this weekend. definitely getting out the house today homework is numbing me.
i'm just going to not be so harsh on myself. i was super-political in high school about animal rights ... there was a time when i wouldn't wear leather, never ate meat and my mom always made me pick from the peta list when i got shampoo and cosmetics and anything basically. i think i did that for 5 or 6 years. i was so extreme about it that i think i burnt myself out and swung on the opposite side of of the spectrum because when i started growing i questioned everything i believed in. never really ate pork but i surely have eaten meat since 19. what i thought was a choice about my health is becoming more a choice about what i do believe in. it's both i guess.
and i think i'm starving myself from consuming food with no nutritional value. i don't want to be one of those people that are bloated and malnourished. gross.
anyways. i'm fucking bummed that i'm already losing people in my life to death and it's only halfway into january. when does the chinese new year start? lets go by that calendar kids. i think it's feb. 1st this year. it's lunar anyways.
maybe a tattoo this weekend. definitely getting out the house today homework is numbing me.
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it is very strange my roomate and i were watching somethineg in japanese.. and horrible things unfolded my cat seems cursed he as puking and then he fell down.. i can asume only one thing... the beron cat from the movie ingraved a thought bomb into the dvd.. as things unfold i can only assume the worst.. bad horrible things are a foot... i order the dvd box set from japan i know some japanese but not enough to know warnings like my make cat throw up... or may have scarry dreams for a week straight.... maybe i am not sure... but if you order a box set and it comes wraped in crushed paper with pictures of boys draming of cows on fire.......... it might not be such a good idea to watch with an animal... maybe if you get a tattoo you can get a door on your ankle and the barren cat can come out of your leg and visit....