someone i don't know made me a blank book, by hand, hand painted it, transferred type to the cover, bound it by hand and whatever else you do to make a book. she asked me what i wanted on the cover and i told her 'nothing can stop me now' ..."piggy" {nine inch nails} is always going thrugh my head or is in my cd player and it felt appropiate. but it is kerfucking beautiful. i feel almost embarrassed about what i'm making for her, no journal template for the web can compare to this shit!! it's beautiful i say!
my ex told me we can't talk much anymore because he can't handle it. i should be prepared for that but i guess i'm not. i spose i wanted to have my cake and eat it too, but i think it's all for the best. life will work itself out, i'm sure.
it is hotter'n a motherbitch here. and apparently my school doesn't believe in air conditioniing...
Oh yeah and one of my closest friends had her baby on saturday! noah matthew, 7lbs. 7 ounces...i cain't wait to see him.
my ex told me we can't talk much anymore because he can't handle it. i should be prepared for that but i guess i'm not. i spose i wanted to have my cake and eat it too, but i think it's all for the best. life will work itself out, i'm sure.
it is hotter'n a motherbitch here. and apparently my school doesn't believe in air conditioniing...
Oh yeah and one of my closest friends had her baby on saturday! noah matthew, 7lbs. 7 ounces...i cain't wait to see him.
simple flattery is sometimes enough to make any day go by a little easier. I am sure she must be very fond of you to make you such a pretty journal...I think the simple happiness you felt would be enough to her...
i feel you on the heat sit....i can hardly stand it here..i have been a hermit in my house for a couple days now..central air kicks all ass!!
~muah