saturn1

one of my favoritest people ever has decided to get married.... we went dress shopping and it didn't occur to me that she was actually getting married until she was standing up on the little thing with this big fancy dress on and looked at me and said 'this is the dress'

i am so getting old. all my friends are past getting married, they've done that a few years ago and are starting on houses and shit now... how surreal.

anyways.

that is in july, i'm helping to organize a reunion of 100 + people for memorial day weekend and my room is a mess. i have a billion bills to figure out, some freelance stuff to do, i need to get my portfolio together make a kickass website learn some flash clean out my closet and sell it all on ebay plus i need to start planning for the rest of my life cause i don't have an excuse anymore now that i have a free time since school is done. oh the pressure. why am i dicking around online?

it's all so surreal. i didn't know what to do this weekend, i didn't have a ton of homework to do. really surreal.