you know, there's bad times and good times. i like the good times, i can deal with the bad times. i can even keep shit in perspective when things are really bad until it gets better again.
but one thing i can't deal with is loneliness. i'm not even the kind of person that likes to have someone around a lot or that needs to be in a relationship for security. i'm content with my life, i got a cool family and even cooler friends. but i just kind of need some sort of simple connection with somebody, like someone to talk to and the end of the day and who gives a shit about how i feel and who is there laugh with and such. just someone to share life with. and i don't have that and i haven't for a long time and it makes me sad.
i'll get over it by the morning.
the end.
p.s. dear the jason if you are reading this can you pls email me, fucker. my computer crashed and i have no idea what that new silly email of yours is.
but one thing i can't deal with is loneliness. i'm not even the kind of person that likes to have someone around a lot or that needs to be in a relationship for security. i'm content with my life, i got a cool family and even cooler friends. but i just kind of need some sort of simple connection with somebody, like someone to talk to and the end of the day and who gives a shit about how i feel and who is there laugh with and such. just someone to share life with. and i don't have that and i haven't for a long time and it makes me sad.
i'll get over it by the morning.
the end.
p.s. dear the jason if you are reading this can you pls email me, fucker. my computer crashed and i have no idea what that new silly email of yours is.
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we both know this. I should not let us have grown distant.
But, I am hurting right now. Bad.
I haven't real friends, and lying a lone in bed these night equals screaming dreams and ugly "accidents"
why did you unfriend me?
whatever your issue, please forgive me. I have been wrong in my distance. If you choose not to forgive, I will totally accept that.
I will talk things out.. I will genuinely listen. I have no ageda. Im alone. I shouldn't be.
If you want to talk; call... there might be some crying involved. Also, you can just re-friend me and I will take it as a sign of forgiveness.
I miss you, it took a lot of bleeding and tears to wake up... but here I am. Im sorry.
consider.