saturn1

i'm in a weird place right now, like on the verge of everything but in that little corner where i can just barely grasp any of it. the rope is kind of slippery right now.
i can't afford to renew my account here, and that's fine because school is getting hectic, life is getting hectic, i need to get shit together... and the rope is really slippery right now.

+ i'm not really comfortable with this place, for the moment at least, since gram left, and the events leading up to that, it was really unnecessary. i miss my daddy being here!
so right now all i do is reply to rob and pilar and a couple other people that i can just call when i want to talk to them.

so yea, at least til school ends, anyone that has been on my friends list for a while knows how it works. anyways.


that's that.
things on my wishlist :
a car
money to move to new york
a job
a medium format camera
a powerbook
sleep
the winter to be gone. dear winter, fuck you, you give me seasonal affective disorder, bitch.
my other foot to be done
to stop smelling like photo chemicals and to not get cancer from them either
sleep
for vegan cheese to not be nasty
for my dad to stop doing drugs
sanity
new teeth

if ya wanna k.i.t contact me befo' the 27th. remember those things kids used to fold in grade school that you put on your hands and you'd ask a question and move it every time you said a syllable and when you ended you stopped moving it and where you stopped was the answer? like a ghetto magic 8 ball? what do kids do now, search google or some shit while they're in class?

no sleep til brooklyn!