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i loved laying in bed with you, just below the window hearing the rain and smelling the air from the outside. the curtain was heavy & the tv was always on, it was the only light in the room. it was small and far away. i loved that sound, really a bunch of sounds that all made one. the tv, the cars outside and the & their tires against the pavement and the wet on the ground, you breathing.
it feels fucking ridiculous to be thinking of you & missing you. it's not because of valentines day, you knew i never got into that shit. it's because the snow started melting and being outside smells like you.
anyways... went to the burlesque show. i was in a weird mood. it was mostly fun to see my peoples, meet some new ones and be with christ. i met mk numbersand letters guy, he is neat! it was wonderful seeing people that i haven't seen in a while, you all know who you are. cutthekidinhalf is the adorablest ever. but i see her all the time. i just thought i would say that.
the show was ok.... i couldn't see most of it, even standing on chairs. some heifer decided she was going to act really stupid in her too-small halter top and started throwing beer at some guy and instead threw it on christ. the ensuing exchange with her was fun. only to be followed by some guy screaming ' i could get a tattooed whore anytime!' it was good to hang out with friends, that's pretty much all i have to say about that.
.... school is kicking my ass... my dad finds out if he's fired tomorrow... apparently detoxing from morphine and other narcotics isn't fun, but you know what? i don't feel bad about it at all.... i am selling my pc and my ibook if anyone is interested. my pc for around 700 or more because i am selling fucking lot of software with it, photoshop, illustrator, quark, office, indesign, all those educational shits like encarta blah blah... and my ibook for around 500. i want a powerbook.
i've got a lot of work this week, today through saturday and then i leave for new york!
i loved laying in bed with you, just below the window hearing the rain and smelling the air from the outside. the curtain was heavy & the tv was always on, it was the only light in the room. it was small and far away. i loved that sound, really a bunch of sounds that all made one. the tv, the cars outside and the & their tires against the pavement and the wet on the ground, you breathing.
it feels fucking ridiculous to be thinking of you & missing you. it's not because of valentines day, you knew i never got into that shit. it's because the snow started melting and being outside smells like you.
anyways... went to the burlesque show. i was in a weird mood. it was mostly fun to see my peoples, meet some new ones and be with christ. i met mk numbersand letters guy, he is neat! it was wonderful seeing people that i haven't seen in a while, you all know who you are. cutthekidinhalf is the adorablest ever. but i see her all the time. i just thought i would say that.
the show was ok.... i couldn't see most of it, even standing on chairs. some heifer decided she was going to act really stupid in her too-small halter top and started throwing beer at some guy and instead threw it on christ. the ensuing exchange with her was fun. only to be followed by some guy screaming ' i could get a tattooed whore anytime!' it was good to hang out with friends, that's pretty much all i have to say about that.
.... school is kicking my ass... my dad finds out if he's fired tomorrow... apparently detoxing from morphine and other narcotics isn't fun, but you know what? i don't feel bad about it at all.... i am selling my pc and my ibook if anyone is interested. my pc for around 700 or more because i am selling fucking lot of software with it, photoshop, illustrator, quark, office, indesign, all those educational shits like encarta blah blah... and my ibook for around 500. i want a powerbook.
i've got a lot of work this week, today through saturday and then i leave for new york!
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