saturn1

i have some sort of affliction where i am constantly injuring myself. this time i ran an xacto across my hand. it's not the first time i've done this, but is the first time i've done over the parts where i bend my hand so it breaks back open every time i do anything hand-related. after i did that i promptly stuck the same xacto in the meat part of my other palm. it is great.

ok a series of countdowns,
1. t-minus one til a big project is due
2. t-minus five til i throw my underpants at the man of my dreams.
3. t-minus 21 til i get on a fancy plane and get myself to ny. it seems like i havent been there in a longass time, but i think i was there in september?

if anyone would like to adopt me so i can move there in august that would be great. otherwise, i guess i'll have to work. i love to work, actually, whenever school is on break i swear i am going to relax and catch up on things but i always end up working 60 + hours a week. it makes me feel alive!! but it is going to be weird to not have school. i will have to figure out how to call people again, i really dont because i either see friends at school or dont have time to anyways. at least, that's the excuse i tell most people.

well, i'm procrastinating again. i should stop. i'll let you all know if i get impregnated by my loverboy after saturday.