saturn1

it's my birthday saturday. my dad came home from rehab, he looks about 60 now which makes me feel incredibly sad. i think my tattoo person, who is one of my favoritest people, is going to sell his car to me for a 1000 dollars and i will probably move in with my neurotic friend who has too many cats. i probably shouldn't bring my cat. i think i am droppingmy math class because i cant concentrate, but i should still be able to walk in may and just take it in the summer and things will work out and be peachy-keen. does anyone else think that its funny that most of the people that dress like they are from the 80's and think the 80's were really cool and list john hughes movies as their favorites usually were born between 1982-1985? i'm not going to drink on my birfday because i think my parents already forgot that its saturday and so it will be just like my 13th birthday in which they forgot it and i got drunk. i think i grew an inch? i fucking swear! did anyone else see 'howard the duck' when it came out in the movie theater? that movie instilled a sense of fear in giant crawdads in me and taught me what a rubber was. if i do drop my math class i will be probably be trying to visit the nyc in the end of febuary. tickets are only 120 dollars and i'm really broke but that is also really cheap. you know the people that promise you the most usually deliver the least? and the people that give the most usually dont say shit about it. i fucking hate talkers. i had one cigarette yesterday! i am down to smoking one cigarette a week, i think the physical habit is pretty much gone. now i just got to work on not thinking i need one to alleviate stress. if i had money i would take kung fu with the john. hey can somebody go see the rosenquist show at the guggenheim for my birthday? i am going to miss it. please take cheesy tourist pictures next to the paintings so i can photoshop my face in and pretend i went. thank you. i really dont want to draw for 3 hours today, but i do want to sleep on the couch at school. the bruises have turned my back into the most disgusting shades of green and yellow. that is all.

p.s. HI ANDREW HI HOPeFULLY YOU FOUND ME AGAIN BY NOW WILL YOU PLEAZ WEAR ONE OF THOSE TOTALLY COOL SHINEY SHIRTS TO CLASS K THANx